Recent content by Hiikuro

The array "word" in getWord() is local to the function, this means it essentially (to avoid the technical details of the stack) ceases to exist once the function ends. I think accessing a pointer to this array after the function has ended is undefined behaviour (as the pointer now points to...

I love my left-handedness. Happy leftday! As far as I've understood it, left-handed people process the world more in terms of patterns and associations than using linear analysis (whatever that means, it is a while ago that I read it). Though, I find it interesting that there is a higher...

No, I just want to hurry up and get it over with. There isn't really much I could change, and to relive my childhood infected with an unpleasant mindset wouldn't benefit me.

1. Legally, maybe. In a traditional manner, no. I want to have some sort of non-traditional celebration, highlighting the relationship in a beautiful higher-than-life way. I don't want to push religion or a lot of family (if any at all) into it. I just want to get closer to her. 2. I'm...

Yes, I loved it. I was lying in bed, but I had my eyes open and tried to get up into a sitting position. I saw that I didn't move, but my sense of vision and the position of my body felt like it moved. I looked at my plants sitting in the other end of the room which looked like a hybrid of...

Too many to list them all. Let's see.. - I absolute love cute things and animals. - I am very interested in emotions. - I love art and aesthetics. - I don't care for cars or driving. - I don't like action movies or violence in general (though when done with emotion and elegance, I...

If we're speaking in evolutionary terms. A creature is only faulty if it doesn't breed, which essentially means that if a creature dies without breeding, it was faulty. In this way, no creature can be faulty before death or sterilization. Meaning, you can't know whether you're faulty or not...

I love names, and have a strong interest in novel and unique names. I would want to name my daughter Meirah, which was a character in a book I wrote. The 'h' is not silent, by the way. The name feels unique, but still not too unnatural to say and wouldn't stand out too much. Other...

For trivial stupid or weird things I do, I usually smile it off or think it was awesome or hilarious. But then again, I laugh at the weirdest things (I've laughed at trees before, just because they look so awesomely weird). Though when I really hate on myself, it is when I have long internal...

I'd certainly want nano-machines that could filter my blood and selectively remove poisons, not interested in much more though. This kind of augmentation reminds me of the transition from mechanics/simple electric systems to electronics that happened just half a century ago (and look at how...

I picked spiritual reward, even though I'm not religious. I see it as spiritual reward as I'm contributing to the universe and nature. I (try to) do what is right because I want nature (as in: biological life) to live, grow, and expand. For I believe that all of nature is connected and...

Depressed, after a night of not-so-pleasant thoughts about myself. Kinda realized yesterday just how inferior I am to other people.

Avoidant personality disorder (is the closest I can describe it). I guess it counts as sort of a disability, considering just how much it interferes with my life. Imagine not having any close relationships, not even with your own family. Imagine having friends who are "just there", without...

1. Lack of empathy. If she isn't warm, friendly, caring, and kind, I'm not going to be attracted to her very long. 2. Heavy or immature drug use. If she gets drunk, smokes, consumes caffeine excessively, or use other drugs frequently, I'm not interested. Rare and casual use is fine. 3...

I have to explain my view of all existences to explain my view on this existence. I reason that there is an infinite number of different "existences". Each existence is entirely isolated from all others. Basically, nothing can get in, nothing can get out. From the perspective of our...