Are you happy?
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i'm reasonably content i suppose. The only thing stopping me from being happier is a lack of female companionship
I'm currently very far in debt due to necessary purchases made on credit when my previous employment was forced to close down, losing me the best job I've ever had. My current job is a piece of shit and full of so much drama I can't even stand it (but secretly love it). Along with that last job, I lost about a dozen friends who haven't shown any interest in really keeping in touch. One of my two very best friends recently revealed she is on heroin, and now she doesn't want to see me because she has track marks all over her hands and feels like she isn't good enough to be my friend despite my protests and offers for help. I'm literally down to only the one friend at the moment. My romantic life has been pretty shit as well, because I'm so cynical. I finally managed to find a girl I liked (the first in like a goddamn year) and I kind of fucked it up, also losing a potential good friend (we had so much in common it was retarded). That hasn't gotten me down in the way where I actually feel sad about HER in particular, but I feel really sad about the fact I am so picky and it might be ANOTHER year before I can find a girl I can stand to be around. I've lost a lot of weight in the last six months, and I'm proud of that. I went down from 210 to 190 (which for my body type means I'm no longer overweight, yay), but my face still looks fat, meaning my slimmer body goes relatively unnoticed. My family is all either dying, dead, diabetic, or loves God more than they love me. My estranged father wants to get in touch with me and it's starting to border on harassment. I have very good reason to not want to ever see him again. I'm in school, but I have your typical college student woes of, "What do I want to DO with my life?" which has lead to a decrease in performance in class.
So recap:
Friends: One.
Romance: None.
Family: Done.
Finance: In debt.
Self-image: Shit.
School: Pfft.
No, I guess you couldn't say I'm all that happy right now.
So recap:
Friends: One.
Romance: None.
Family: Done.
Finance: In debt.
Self-image: Shit.
School: Pfft.
No, I guess you couldn't say I'm all that happy right now.
More than I was a few months ago, I've recently decided to change my life, I was really really bored and whenever I was on my own I was sad and lonely.
I realized the problem was that I wasn't living my life the way I wanted, I NEVER did anything exciting or really fun.
So I decided to change that, Started going to parties with alcohol, smoking weed from time to time, spraying graffiti, talking to girls, playing more sports, working out (I've lost like 35lbs and still dropping)
I know some of these things seem pretty bad but they're not hurting anyone, And I'm actually much happier now
I realized the problem was that I wasn't living my life the way I wanted, I NEVER did anything exciting or really fun.
So I decided to change that, Started going to parties with alcohol, smoking weed from time to time, spraying graffiti, talking to girls, playing more sports, working out (I've lost like 35lbs and still dropping)
I know some of these things seem pretty bad but they're not hurting anyone, And I'm actually much happier now
Uh....I don't know...?
If I had to be pressed for an answer, then I guess so, at the moment anyways.
But it normally stays at a 'fuck no' level if that makes any sense.
If I had to be pressed for an answer, then I guess so, at the moment anyways.
But it normally stays at a 'fuck no' level if that makes any sense.
"Never call a man happy unless he is dead"
And right now? No, having trouble finding a job, parents are in and out of hospital with alarming regularity, had to sign on the freaking dole this afternoon (ego not so much shrunk as shattered from that experience), what few friends I have where I live have either moved away or stayed at uni.
Im one sad panda.
And right now? No, having trouble finding a job, parents are in and out of hospital with alarming regularity, had to sign on the freaking dole this afternoon (ego not so much shrunk as shattered from that experience), what few friends I have where I live have either moved away or stayed at uni.
Im one sad panda.
Well no, I'm not depressed or indifferent. At least not at this moment anyway. But I'm certainly not "happy." Whatever that means.lacktheknack said:
With our current position in life? Yeah, I'm fine with it. I don't know if I'd call myself happy though... The people around me all seem consistently more satisfied than I really feel. I've got a lot of wants and desires that I've never really tended to and it's got me in this distracted, manic depressive thing right now. @.@
Excluding the occasional teenage fit of mild emotional distress though, I'm fine.
Excluding the occasional teenage fit of mild emotional distress though, I'm fine.
"This is boring. You're boring, Zoidberg."
we need some conflict, not this kumbyaa bullshit.
new topic: how do you feel about pants? i assume the controversial stand point of, "they're okay - sometimes."
we need some conflict, not this kumbyaa bullshit.
new topic: how do you feel about pants? i assume the controversial stand point of, "they're okay - sometimes."