I seem to have been stuck in quite a rut for the last few years, unable to get out of it. I have an enormous backlog on steam, with games that I really want to play, and a whole lot of games that I have started, but don't feel like playing. I've been able to finish some games, thanks to holidays and such (one of the last games I finished was The Longest Journey, which I powered through last easter), but aside from that, my games are simply just there. In addition I have 3 Tales-games I want to play through, but I'm so bad and impatient with the one I'm currently playing that I have to set the difficulty to Easy to beat bosses. It's aggravating for me to be stuck on a boss, and I lose patience already after first death (that is, I get fucking mad and wonder why this game is impossible to play), and reduce difficulty to easy instead, just to get past. I've done it with so many bosses and am so far along in the game that I can't get myself to just stay on normal difficulty.
I seem to be stuck in a kind of loop, ignoring the games I have, and wanting new games instead.