With the level of commitment, and the time and energy you spent on her, you will never be able to get over her, nor will you be able to get that time and effort back. You cannot kill yourself, because that just means she wins. You cannot let that happen. You have to become more successful than her at everything. Turn your love and despair into hate, let it fuel you in your quest for power. Dream of the day when she regrets leaving you. Then, and only then, will you find closure.
Notice that I did not say you will find happiness. That has been stolen from you. Yes, you will find things that stave off depression and loneliness and despair, but you know deep in your heart that they are fleeting. The only thing left to you is closure.
UNLIMITED CLOSURE!!!!
Peace is a lie, there is only Passion.
Through Passion, I gain Strength.
Through Strength, I gain Power.
Through Power, I gain Victory.
Through Victory, my Chains are Broken.
The Force shall Free Me.
Notice that I did not say you will find happiness. That has been stolen from you. Yes, you will find things that stave off depression and loneliness and despair, but you know deep in your heart that they are fleeting. The only thing left to you is closure.
UNLIMITED CLOSURE!!!!
Peace is a lie, there is only Passion.
Through Passion, I gain Strength.
Through Strength, I gain Power.
Through Power, I gain Victory.
Through Victory, my Chains are Broken.
The Force shall Free Me.