This morning I have had one of the most frightning, terrifying, horrible experiances of my life. It happned to me a few times, and in a greater frequency as of late, but it was never that intense.
Sometimes, like this morning, I half awake from sleep.
It means... Something, I don't know for sure. But it feels like my brain awakes from sleep and stuff... But my body is still sleeping. As if the... chemical, or whatever the brain uses to tell the body to wake up just never came.
It's hell. I wanted to die of fear. I was completely aware of my surroundings, and I could open my eyes and move them a little, but I could not control anything else. My limbs just didn't respond to my will. And I could not speak or cry for help or scream, because my mouth won't open. It's hard to describe the feeling. It's as if like my whole body turned to stone. The WILL to move was there, but it was like my body was terribly, horribly heavy, and I just could not lift it. And all this time, in front of my poor, useless eyes, shards of dream and reality melted into each other. I saw books becoming people or the floor changing colour.
It was hell, and I never want to go through this experiance ever again.
Did someone here ever had such a thing happen to him?
Do you know how this condition is called, or how to cure it?
Do you a least know to which kind of doctor I should go?
Thanks anyway, Leonard.
I really hope you can help me about this.
Sometimes, like this morning, I half awake from sleep.
It means... Something, I don't know for sure. But it feels like my brain awakes from sleep and stuff... But my body is still sleeping. As if the... chemical, or whatever the brain uses to tell the body to wake up just never came.
It's hell. I wanted to die of fear. I was completely aware of my surroundings, and I could open my eyes and move them a little, but I could not control anything else. My limbs just didn't respond to my will. And I could not speak or cry for help or scream, because my mouth won't open. It's hard to describe the feeling. It's as if like my whole body turned to stone. The WILL to move was there, but it was like my body was terribly, horribly heavy, and I just could not lift it. And all this time, in front of my poor, useless eyes, shards of dream and reality melted into each other. I saw books becoming people or the floor changing colour.
It was hell, and I never want to go through this experiance ever again.
Did someone here ever had such a thing happen to him?
Do you know how this condition is called, or how to cure it?
Do you a least know to which kind of doctor I should go?
Thanks anyway, Leonard.
I really hope you can help me about this.