25. Gonna be 26 in May.
I'm freaked about my future. This freakin bachelors degree in compsci is taking me forever. Not to mention that my option (computer games) requires me to do this piece of shit graphics course where we're basically thrown to the wolves with no help. -_- It's literally just "here's a few formulas I'll show you for a minute, you should already know what they are and how to code them even though we haven't shown you. Now I'll show you examples of completed 3D graphics for 10 minutes. Now more formulas with no explanations! Now go code this yourself even though we haven't shown you SHIT!"
I REALLY want to finish this !@#$ing degree, get a goddamn job, and get my own damn place. I mean, there are so many things I wanna do, that I can't do while living with my parents.
Above all, I'm worried I'll never get it done and somehow end up on the street starving to death, or working menial labour my entire life while being a burden on everyone forever. ;_;
It doesn't help that the ONE thing I thought I had figured out (my relationship) turned out to not be working out, and suddenly going from having a girlfriend I loved to being single was a massive blow to me.
So yeah, I'm worried that my future is either going to be shit, or nonexistant. The thought often results in me curled up in the shower in the fetal position trying only to think of the nice hot water.