13. Went to see Mr Bean's Holiday with her. Bought popcorn. Cuddled in back, kissed her. Kissed her again, for about five seconds, and managed to spill the popcorn on her. Was bad, but we laughed about it since.
I was 20 at the time of my first kiss. Such a great girl. [sigh] Anyway, I had to keep myself from laughing, because during the kiss I catched myself wondering about the evolution of kissing which struck me as such a ridiculous thing to think about while kissing that I almost laughed. In her mouth. I almost laughed in her mouth. And then I thought about how stupid that would be, which didn't make the job of seriously kissing a girl any easier.
I did... attempt to kiss my girlfriend at 14 but it was mainly through peer pressure because I was stupid. I wasn't even ready for a relationship and din't want one and though I liked her as a friend I didn't harbour any romantic feelings for her. So whatever that was, I don't count it as a kiss because it wasn't.
That was my last relationship (my only one and the closest I've ever gotten) and its left me unable to imagine having another one after how I acted, though at least I don't have to worry because I doubt I'm going to be able to even get to the leading up to a relationship phase.
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