So I am older now, and that's fine. I live alone, am mentally diagnosed, and physically disabled too. My kneecaps dislocate, and I have schizophrenia. Had knee surgery 3 times now, and it hasn't fixed it, the medicine for my mental state is even worse. They give you zombie medicine, it's like a thick blanket thrown down on your mind. It's a crime against life itself to accept such a waste of time. I haven't eaten any of their medicine for years and I never will accept it again.
Aside from that I am a physical specimen and gifted intellectually too. So noone understands me.
Anyways, I wanted to write about youth. I was watching it today, with particular interest, with nostalgia. The young girls, and the young men too for that matter, are such beautiful people.
I understand today how many young girls I hurt. By simply walking out on them. I had no idea back then. I smoked marihuana and the only company I ever felt at ease in, was with a friend who had the same agenda as me. Girlfriends I quickly grow plain towards, always feeling liberated when I walked out their door. And I left them, not ever understanding how it hurt them, and what they said to me.
Not untill the age of 27 did I understand feelings, when it became my turn to get what I had given.
It was a hard lesson, she ditched me, she was young and attractive. I was finishing my college and we all lived in a dorm. She moved into the apartment beneath me infact, wasn't as if I had anything to say on that matter. And one day I woke up because she had sex so loudly. I looked into the roof of my little apartment and I just felt. haha badly, but I deserved it.
Shortly after, my meeting God had me diagnosed. I lost my study with 1 exam left. 10 years has passed and I have lost in life.
Take care of each other out there young ones, just do it.
Aside from that I am a physical specimen and gifted intellectually too. So noone understands me.
Anyways, I wanted to write about youth. I was watching it today, with particular interest, with nostalgia. The young girls, and the young men too for that matter, are such beautiful people.
I understand today how many young girls I hurt. By simply walking out on them. I had no idea back then. I smoked marihuana and the only company I ever felt at ease in, was with a friend who had the same agenda as me. Girlfriends I quickly grow plain towards, always feeling liberated when I walked out their door. And I left them, not ever understanding how it hurt them, and what they said to me.
Not untill the age of 27 did I understand feelings, when it became my turn to get what I had given.
It was a hard lesson, she ditched me, she was young and attractive. I was finishing my college and we all lived in a dorm. She moved into the apartment beneath me infact, wasn't as if I had anything to say on that matter. And one day I woke up because she had sex so loudly. I looked into the roof of my little apartment and I just felt. haha badly, but I deserved it.
Shortly after, my meeting God had me diagnosed. I lost my study with 1 exam left. 10 years has passed and I have lost in life.
Take care of each other out there young ones, just do it.