Its not that i don't want to form connections with people, its just..I don't know what it is..but i feel nothing for most people.. people i've known for years, people who smile when i enter a room and call me friend family members who've known me since i was a pup and changed me ,I feel nothing for any of them their happiness their sorrow weather they live or die i just don't care... i try to connect with them force conversation and try to find shared ground ,but i just don't feel anyhting.it like talking to shadows or figments of my imagination.I want to, i want to so badly it hurts but i don't. Its even worse around strangers..Instead of feeling apathy i feel disgust, disain, even hatred..I remeber coming home late one night and stepping over what i think was a homesless man but in retrospect could've been a corpse or someone in need or help i just did't care..Vault101 said:well....I AM alone all the time...but I like it that way and I dont really "feel" alone
if you feel alone because..I dont know you dont really have any connections with people...or if you actually ARE alone most of the time...you can try and change that