Anger/Issues from the past

[Assassin Xaero]

The past few weeks I've been having a lot of memories of issues from my past come back (short version: basically everyone exiled and rejected me for being atheist all through school once they found out). It has been making me really angry and causing me to lose sleep a lot. Any ideas on how to get over this?

 

[Assassin Xaero]

Honestly, I'm not really sure. I'm still atheist and the majority of my friends are Christian, and maybe I just keep thinking what happened in the past will happen again, or that they are just being my "friend" to try and convert me (which has also happened before). It doesn't seem like they are, but I can't get the thought of it to go away.