Redlin5 said:
A cat scratch from the other day has opened up and is bleeding a fair bit for no apparent reason on my right arm. Annoying but it did remind me that I used to be afraid of blood and inspired a thread.
So what is/was your typical reaction to seeing your own blood both in small and large quantities?
If I see a little blood, I'm annoyed at the most nowadays. Back when I was a kid though I used this as an excuse to beg my mother for candy. I've only seen a large quantity of my blood once and that was when I had a wooden spike go through my left foot. That was pretty terrifying and I feel a little light headed just remembering it.[footnote]The pain got much worse after it was pulled out without freezing the foot.[/footnote]
Your turn Escapist!
Indifference. I am so clumsy I just stopped caring. Example: A few months back me and my wife had been spring cleaning and my wife left a bag of trash by the kitchen door to take out in the morning. We had her nephews staying with us that night and in the morning we were going to go to a couple of yard sales before we took them home.
I woke up first and went to go turn on the coffee pot. I forgot the bag of trash was there and it must have had some glass inside because I bumped the bag with my foot and blood suddenly came pumping out of my leg.
My wife woke up ten minutes later and instantly started freaking out because I had put a towel over my foot and proceeded to make the children cereal while standing in a puddle that was quickly becoming a pool of my own blood. When she took the towel off I had a six inch wide gash going from my pinky toe all the way up to my ankle.
She argued with me while I served the kids their cereal that I had to go to the hospital. I kept telling her it wasn't that bad and that I would be alright. It's not that I was naive or in shock or trying to be a 'Tough guy'. I have just hurt myself so many times I think my brain has stopped telling the difference between a small wound and a huge one. It just goes 'Oh good, this retard has hurt himself again. Turn off all pain receptors I REPEAT TURN OFF PAIN RECEPTORS DON'T WASTE THE ENERGY!' It really didn't look all that bad to me.
Anyway she finally convinced me to go, so I threw the trash, took the kids home and went to the hospital where I received twenty one stitches to close the wound. I have a nasty gash on my ankle that is constantly numb because of nerve damage. They told me I was an idiot and I readily agreed with them.
The only thing that made me feel bad about the whole ordeal was that I had thrown the glass in the trashbag without any thoughts of safety or proper disposal. I thought I had grabbed that bag earlier in the day but I guess I didn't. I thought about the kids sleeping over and how shitty I would have felt had one of them gotten hurt. Maybe that's why I made there lucky charms, I fed them sugar to mask my guilt.