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AkJay

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my self-esteem is 0, i act happy and smile in school, but people wouldn't care either way, i hate my brother, as in, i really want him to die, and i feel as if no one loves or cares about me, fuck my life.
 

snake_charm

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I've only been to therapy once, but have been threatened 5 times more for my bouts of not caring about much.

I've been nearly positive that I have OCD for years, but I've never told anyone directly that I do.
 

bjj hero

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snake_charm said:
I've only been to therapy once, but have been threatened 5 times more for my bouts of not caring about much.

I've been nearly positive that I have OCD for years, but I've never told anyone directly that I do.
My girlfriend has OCD, its great, she keeps the house REALLY tidy...
 

SmartIdiot

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I have a shred of humanity left in me, a thing that my friend took great delight in pointing out to me last week.
 

Curiosity's Cat

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I love the wii and hate the x box (any generation). My favorite games are cartoony kiddy stuff... rayman, sonic, mario.

I'm a bad loser, worse winner, and intellectual snob. When I play trivia or general knowledge based board games I sometimes make it unfun for other people, a habit i'm trying to break.

This one guy won't play if I'm playing now, because I gave him s*** for thinking Paris was in England and Peru was a city in Egypt. I feel guilty that I made him feel that bad, but a little voice in my head is still telling me that anyone that doesn't know what country Paris is in needs to wake the hell up and take an interest in the world outside their immediate comfort zone. Pick up a newspaper occasionally! Turn on the news! Read a book! Or watch the Aristocrats... France is not a low profile country.
 

historybuff

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When I was 12 and had just entered the world of games, I loved Sephiroth. Now that I am older, I love Cid Highwind and believe Sephiroth to be an over-rated douchbag. I see that every mainstream RPG seems to be the same sort of deal, except exponentially worse as time goes on, therefore, I could only ever get into the first game i ever played, Final Fantasy VII. I hated FF8, only casually liked FF9 and didn't play FF10 or any of the ones that came afterward. I couldn't get into Chrono Cross either. And whenever I see fangirls slashing the male lead and his male rival (that both resemble women anyway) I kind have to wonder...what is the point? And I wonder what Freud would think.

I'm sick of male leads that look like females. And I'm tired of females in armored bikinis or tiny skirts.

I don't like kids.

I do like Monster energy drinks.
 

Deguasser

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I write a lot of music about happy things and you know what? I'm only happy when I am miserable whenever I'm in a relationship I ruin it because I just hate myself for being who I am.
 

GothmogII

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bjj hero said:
GothmogII said:
Anyway, confessions...I've never been to a music event...gig...thingy. Which, isn't so bad on it's own...except for the fact my parents own a theatre/venue and regularly host pretty well known acts or singers/bands..I really have no-excuse.
Is this your way of rebelling?
You know...I was about to say no at first, but I guess in a way it is. I mean...amongst other things, there's also a heavy drinking culture here...never touched a drop in my life and don't intend to despite being legal for quite some time. Same with all other drugs and such. Funny thing that...I don't know why, but despite all of those things being presented as way to rebel in and of themselves, at the same time these days they've also become just another thing to conform to...I'm actually rather happy without though, although, I still feel a little guilty whenever someone asks: Do you drink? I say no. So what do you do? xD
 

bjj hero

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GothmogII said:
bjj hero said:
GothmogII said:
Anyway, confessions...I've never been to a music event...gig...thingy. Which, isn't so bad on it's own...except for the fact my parents own a theatre/venue and regularly host pretty well known acts or singers/bands..I really have no-excuse.
Is this your way of rebelling?
You know...I was about to say no at first, but I guess in a way it is. I mean...amongst other things, there's also a heavy drinking culture here...never touched a drop in my life and don't intend to despite being legal for quite some time. Same with all other drugs and such. Funny thing that...I don't know why, but despite all of those things being presented as way to rebel in and of themselves, at the same time these days they've also become just another thing to conform to...I'm actually rather happy without though, although, I still feel a little guilty whenever someone asks: Do you drink? I say no. So what do you do? xD
Theres nothing wrong with it, we all rebel in some way. How you do it just depends on what youre rebelling against. Youre not missing out on much, hangovers blow, as do many of the stupid things people do when drunk or high.
 

Gamegeneral

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I'm a big dude, who looks like he could fuck you up.
But really, I'm a coward. Seriously. I'm Barret sized compared to the people at my school.
There was ONE time where I actually beat a kid up because he was being a jackass, and I felt like such an asshole about it later.

That, and I like shojo. S'arright in my book.

That's about as much as I care to talk about right now
 

Yegargeburble

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k3v1n said:
I....I did not like the godfather
Dude, I haven't even SEEN The Godfather.

Arrers said:
I'm listening to Pink floyd for the first time right now.
Me too.

I am convinced I am a sociopath, but have not gone to a psychologist to see if I am because I cannot afford one, cannot get a job at this moment in time, and do not want to tell anyone I know that could pay for a psychologist (mainly my parents).

Also, last thing to say about myself is that despite what everyone says, I cannot list WoW as an addictive game. This is because I could not get addicted to it in the slightest.
 

Bat Vader

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I hate myself, I push my friends away, I hate jocks, preps, and bullies. And I am to dense to know when a woman likes me as more than a friend.

I never went to any school dances, events, or my high school proms.
 

Aqualung

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Before I got strongly involved in gaming, I was a complete girly-girl. I had a poster of Orlando Bloom on my wall.

This problem has been amended, and the poster has been replaced by Flight of the Conchords.
 

RhinoTuna

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GothmogII said:
Lord_Ascendant said:
I confess that I actually kind of liked System Shock 2. Shall I be exterminated now?
What...System Shock 2 wasn't a bad game...now, if you'd said BioShock, but even then...BioShock was also kind of a good game.
I thought BioShock was actually pretty cool.

My confession is that i kinda like a lot of Avril Lavigne songs.