I've been feeling decidedly off-colour lately, and I've kind of come to realize that it has been a running theme for the last half decade, varying only in severity. I'm hesitant to self-diagnose, since that's been known to exacerbate all manner of mental kookiness, but I wouldn't mind hearing some stuff about the ins and outs of bipolarity, just to have some frame of reference. It may be a matter of just growing a pair, or it could be a job for a professional. I'd prefer not to splash out on the psychiatric option needlessly.