I am about to start flipping tables and just quit the game.
So let me explain, from time to time I do some artsy stuff, pictures and shit, and I do like to know that I do eventually get better and that there is a noticeable sense of progression in my art. Sometimes there really comes some works that arent on the same level as previous works but those usually already had some redflags in the working process as I lost interest in them halfway.
But even with that what really fucks up my mind is when I do something that I am really proud just to have some mediocre response to it, to then have very good responses to works that I am not proud of and think that are subpar in comparison.
This thread isnt about if my works are good or not but if I am going the "wrong way" and what I think is good is in fact bad or at least uninteresting.
These are all in chronological order
Warning Its a 393 x 2999 image
Basicly everyone seemed to love the big yellow head, something that took me about 3 hours if I remember right and is simple as fuck, the distortion looks cool but other then that I really dont see anything special about it (its even rather generic).
No one seemed to give a fuck about the last one (first time drawing a woman, really had to push the sexyness to get away from the manly look that I am used to) or the one with the red background although I do find the words in there rather distracting, the image felt to me like a cover to something so I felt the need to put some text into it.
The last one really took some time to do and I really enjoy not just the character but also the background.
I also really like the one with the big open view, its mostly 3D but overall everyone just seems to look at it and not really see anything about it, just a sort of "meh, its pretty".
So yeah, am I focusing on the wrong stuff or should I not give a fuck, suck it up, do whatever the fuck I want and be proud of it?
PS: Incase someone wants to see the images a bit bigger one by one
So let me explain, from time to time I do some artsy stuff, pictures and shit, and I do like to know that I do eventually get better and that there is a noticeable sense of progression in my art. Sometimes there really comes some works that arent on the same level as previous works but those usually already had some redflags in the working process as I lost interest in them halfway.
But even with that what really fucks up my mind is when I do something that I am really proud just to have some mediocre response to it, to then have very good responses to works that I am not proud of and think that are subpar in comparison.
This thread isnt about if my works are good or not but if I am going the "wrong way" and what I think is good is in fact bad or at least uninteresting.
These are all in chronological order
Warning Its a 393 x 2999 image
Basicly everyone seemed to love the big yellow head, something that took me about 3 hours if I remember right and is simple as fuck, the distortion looks cool but other then that I really dont see anything special about it (its even rather generic).
No one seemed to give a fuck about the last one (first time drawing a woman, really had to push the sexyness to get away from the manly look that I am used to) or the one with the red background although I do find the words in there rather distracting, the image felt to me like a cover to something so I felt the need to put some text into it.
The last one really took some time to do and I really enjoy not just the character but also the background.
I also really like the one with the big open view, its mostly 3D but overall everyone just seems to look at it and not really see anything about it, just a sort of "meh, its pretty".
So yeah, am I focusing on the wrong stuff or should I not give a fuck, suck it up, do whatever the fuck I want and be proud of it?
PS: Incase someone wants to see the images a bit bigger one by one
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