Well i usually have really odd dreams that i forget after a few days but this dream i had last night that felt real.
Firstly some background information:
1. So basically i go to University and this homosexual came up to me a couple days ago saying "Oh God, why are you straight?"
2. I've been finding it hard to fit into some of the social groups as my class is made up of 13 people who all live outside the main campus and the rest of the classes are acting classes -.- I do have some friends but they're a bit self-centered most of the time.
3. I'm currently back at home.
This is what happened. I was at a party at my parents house, funnily enough all my Uni friends were there and all i remember is this gay guy coming up to me and then kissing me. As i am straight i immediately went outside and started becoming really angry and frustrated in myself.
I then began screaming and started punching the nearby brick wall. I could hear and see my dad say from inside the house, where is John? Is that him screaming?
I then started trying to walk off my drive and down the lane to a big green field covered with trees etc. I kept getting slower and i could see all my uni friends come outside the house and shout "JOHN WHERE ARE YOU GOING? JOHN? COME BACK JOHN! WHATS WRONG?"
I then kept shouting to myself "They're not like my real friends, i need my real friends, where are my real friends?" (I have a select group of friends that i have been with for over 6 years)
So i started walking and the guy who had kissed me followed me. Somehow i got to a park and then remembered being inside a Cosco, its a big warehouse where you can buy stuff in bulk.
I remember looking at the peas and carrots and then thinking about Pasta.
Still saying "They're not like my real friends" The key thing i remember in this dream is that the guy was gaining on me every second no matter how fast i moved and how many corners i turned.
Eventually he grabbed me and said "Come back, have fun, join me"
I woke up at that point as my alarm went off. Of course i was very dazed but somehow i managed to fall back asleep after turning my alarm off.
I was put back into my dream and the last things i remember is being in Cosco and going up to some lady and asking if she did cheese and ham pasta anymore.
Pretty weird if you read it all.
Dreams connect with our thoughts, they take control of our subconscious and muddle things up.
P.s. I had cheese and ham pasta from Morrisons today, IT WAS GOOD
Enjoy.