''I'm not a very religious person you you can't peg me with that'' Endya snapped, moving up to a sand dune to try and get a better view, ''And I don't judge based on race, I judge based on one's merits. You've sort of stabbed yourself in the foot here by accusing me of racism when you assume I am based on the pompous altmer myth.''TheDoctor455 said:"Given how much they've changed," he said, "How can you be so sure that I'm wrong? And skooma? Tried it a long time ago, in a moment of weakness... when I wanted to forget all that I know. It didn't have any effect on me. Nothing seems to. And how do you propose I even try to prove this to you? That would be like asking me to show you how a willow that suddenly became a pine tree had once been a willow when no one ever remembers the change happening, and there are no signs of a change having happened."Josh12345 said:Joncis returned to the conversation and stared at Croaker for a minute, ''Seriously, I think you've been at the skooma'' Joncis had read enough about the subject, the Divines were barely living at this point, and for them to manifest on the mortal plane required a ridiculous amount of power. Some Daedra and Dremora however, could come here at will.''You certain you didn't meet with a Daedra or Dremora instead? We've had a run in with one of those earlier, what was it? Hircine? No, Hermaeus Mora?''TheDoctor455 said:"I didn't say I was completely unchanged," he spat the words out like a curse, "Let's just say that the history of this world as you know it... is far shorter than you realize. I spoke with one of your gods once, when they arrived. Hell, I treated its injuries when it came in. Heh," he paused again, glaring at the constellation of The Lady for a moment before turning his attention back to Endya, "That's probably why I was... allowed to exist in their world with my memories. As for how I have changed... I'd rather not say. It is... an annoyance to be sure. But let's just say that your gods have a tiresome sense of humor when they put their minds to it."Josh12345 said:Endya disregarded his statement about the '9 idiots', (honestly at this point she'd given up on which races worshipped however many amount of divinces) and instead focused on the Shadowlords and Stormbringers, asking ''If your past is in a different timestream, how are you- or your daughter- even here? I thought Dragon Breaks would be something we'd all hear about? And nobody comes out of THOSE unchanged.''TheDoctor455 said:"Not Mara," he said, "Not by a long-shot. As for tied to the world's very fabric? Perhaps. But... not this one. My history is not this world's history. Not anymore anyway. Might've been once. Then the Nine idiots came in and bulldozed over everything, leaving only scraps of the former world in their wake. But... tied to my perceptions of her? Perhaps. But only in a manner of speaking. I suspect that she only started acting like what I wrote down simply to mess with me. Think about it. If a being you know could kill you with a single hapless thought suddenly started acting EXACTLY, right down to small gestures and slight body language like the crap fantasies you'd written up out of sheer boredom... well... wouldn't you be more than a little unnerved? Heh. Didn't help that the rest of the Black Company never stopped riding me about those damn fantasies, now our boss was getting in on it. Not saying we fell into love immediately either. There was a lot she was doing at the time that repulsed me, but well... she was a hell of a lot better than her husband, who was still buried somewhere, waiting to be woken up."Josh12345 said:''Acting like them?'' Endya scoffed. Unless this sorceress was similar to the divines in that her very being was completely at the mercy of mortals' perception of her, Endya doubted she was serious about this. ''Well, go on Mara's boy, what happened next?''TheDoctor455 said:"I think I've got one to top that," he began, "Once upon a time, the Black Company was working for The Lady, a sorceress who, at the time, had god-like power. She could hide her appearance from everyone save a select few - even making you forget what she looked like as soon as you looked away from her - she could conjure storms out of nowhere... and turn even her bitterest enemies into her willing slaves. And... she lost nearly all of that power... because of me. She ruled over a mighty empire that stretched thousands of leagues in all directions with an iron fist... and again, she lost all of that... because of me."Josh12345 said:Snip.TheDoctor455 said:Snip
"How did I do it?" he went on, grinning wistfully, "How did I bring this mighty giant low? I... I..."
He trailed off for a dramatic pause.
"I wrote hopelessly naive fantasies about her... which she read without my knowledge," he paused again, "And she... started acting like them... and then... she started to love me. And I her. Heh. My brothers of the Black Company never let me live that one down."
Joncis beamed at her, hoping she hadn't opened an emotional jar best left untouched. Could those arrows be reserved for this sorceress' killers? Joncis then detached himself from this conversation and took another drink. It was late afternoon, surely we're making good time.
He paused, as if for breath.
"Don't look surprised. You really can't walk from one town to the next without tripping over at least three ancient evils sealed in a clay chamber pot or whatever," he coughed, "Anyway, she... seemed to take a liking to me more than I did for her at first. For one thing, when I was forced to lead the remainder of the Black Company out of her lands to flee to safety from her more powerful servants that had grudges against us... well... she seemed deeply hurt when I told her she had betrayed me, and not the other way around. Worth mentioning, at the time, she was still trying to keep her husband from escaping his little prison and doing battle with the hundreds of his underlings that his... 'escape attempt' had spawned."
He took a quick swig out of his flask without spilling a drop.
"Gah," he groaned, "Then... she lost all of her power, and while she did eventually regain some fragment of it back..." he trailed off wistfully for a moment, "Well... let's just say while she was vulnerable... she had to confront the very thing she had been trying quash inside her all that time. That last bright spark left in her. That fire grew, and well... heh... I'll spare you the gory details but I'll give you one of the highlights."
He took another swig from his flask, and returned it to his satchel.
"During one of our first main forays against the Shadowlords, and our first great victory... we ended up killing one of them, who turned out to be one of her former servants. Stormbringer. And well... before the battle, I told her that we'd make it through this battle and well... 'have a go at it' in the soon-to-be liberated city. Find a bed somewhere maybe. Heh. We went at it in Stormbringer's bed before the night was over, and that's where our daughter was conceived. Apparently."
Joncis wondered as well, but only for a moment, in an attempt to blot out the mental image of some mage and Croaker bumping uglies he gazed at the scenery: Sand............ and from the looks of it a speck of grey in the far distance.
Enthir on the other hand wasn't listening, he was still trying to see if they were moving in the correct direction they could be halfway to Hammerfell for all he knew. He looked up from his map, then down, and then up again. He could see it.
''There it is'' Enthir told them all quietly, fanning himself with the paper and then stuffing it into his side pocket.
He paused for breath again.
"While I treated this god's injuries," Croaker started again, spitting that word again, "it told me of their plans for the world. Not as though I could have stopped them, is it?"
He wiped his forehead, as if to wipe away sweat.
"I asked it why they wanted to change this world so severely," Croaker went on, "And you know what it's answer was?"
He paused for effect, seeming to snarl in distaste at a bitter memory.
"Because they could."
He asked, looking to the others for approval. Enthir looked over at them, and said slightly louder this time, ''There it is...'' he told them, pointing in the very far distance, with the naked eye you could barely make it out. ''How can you be certain?'' Endya asked him. ''We're in a desert. If I was wrong it'd still be good news, assuming it isn't bandit infested'' he retorted.
He paused to take another quick swig of whatever was in his flask.
"And Endya, don't think that because you fail to voice certain opinions about me," he continued, "Makes me wholly ignorant of them. I know from your air of smug superiority that you are judging me based on the race I appear to be. I am not a typical specimen of a 'Breton.' Most of them, to my knowledge, revere the Nine idiots, sorry, 'divines' if you prefer. I don't. And I'm afraid that your 'creators' went by very different names when I knew one of them. From what I've studied of the myths surrounding both the Dadra and the Aedra... I suspect the one I spoke with was Julianos. The personality I dealt with matches at any rate."
Upon being in sight of the ruins...
"What do you mean, we're here?" Croaker asked, "I don't recall either of you mentioning combing ancient ruins when you brought me on. Just... what do you have planned here?"
Joncis could tell she wasn't sincere, racist or not she had a tendency to assume the worst of people until they proved her otherwise.
''It's not a ruin, at least I hope it isn't'' Enthir told Croaker loudly, checking again with his map and then folding it neatly inside his pocket. ''I was given this place's location by a Khajiit monk high in a monastary, deep in the Dunes of Dune. We had to fight our way through and almost were killed by an Imperial and Altmer batallion simultaneously. We're do drop off our package here inhabited or not.''
He turned to face Croaker this time, giving him a reassuring look ''Who knows what we're in for there, but rest assured, there's no going back now. You're in the middle of the Elsweyri Wastes now. No sign of life within a 2 day radius.''
It was late afternoon and the swealtering heat had seemed to die down, still, they'll be at their destination soon enough.