Ever felt lost?

[Nerples]

Im just going to quote myself from an old thread that I started a few days ago as I dont feel like retyping the whole damn thing.

Well, here it is. A thread wherein I complain about things happening in my life right now. Right now I am 17 years old and am a few short months away from 18 and graduating high school. "That's great, Hand!" Yeah, it is. But it also brings with it some saddening prospects. For one thing, after I graduate, I'm going to be moving away to chicago for college, leaving all of my friends here in my home state. This is at least an eight hour drive. Now, most of these friends are people who I will miss for a few days, but two of them I will miss for a long time. These two are people whom I would take a bullet for and whom I call my brother and sister. I mean, these are people who put up with my shitty emo phase and who still listen when I whine (I do the same for them).

Another thing is that I will be leaving behind my mother, and that really sucks. Not only that, but I am leaving behind my hometown and everything that I have ever known. I mean, this town holds so many good memories for me that it physically pains me to think about leaving. And I know I can always come back to visit, and I will (I plan on flying).

In conclusion, this all sucks hard, but every change brings a new beginning, I guess. I'm not afraid to move on, just really sad about leaving it all behind. Any way, is there anyone else going through something like this? Any thoughts on this?

P.S. I know that this doesnt leave a lot of discussion room, but I really needed to get this off of my chest. Thank you a whole lot for listening!

Well, there it is, almost everything in life that is troubling me right now (there are others, but this is the biggie).

I would like to tell you that it will pass. But it doesn't. It fades. You can make friends, but you'll never hold them in the same vain as your old ones. It is important to visit home, but just as important to experience new things and a new city. Change is part of maturing and growing up. You will never get the same freedom as you will when you are at uni. Sure you will miss your mother and your friends, but it is important to become independent somewhat. You will learn a lot about other people and it will help you gain a strangle hold on what you want to do with your life (which may not necessarily be what you are studying). Do not pass up moving away, chances are it will probably be the most important thing you do with your life in the long run. Let me know how it goes...

 

[Handofpwn]

Im just going to quote myself from an old thread that I started a few days ago as I dont feel like retyping the whole damn thing.

Well, here it is. A thread wherein I complain about things happening in my life right now. Right now I am 17 years old and am a few short months away from 18 and graduating high school. "That's great, Hand!" Yeah, it is. But it also brings with it some saddening prospects. For one thing, after I graduate, I'm going to be moving away to chicago for college, leaving all of my friends here in my home state. This is at least an eight hour drive. Now, most of these friends are people who I will miss for a few days, but two of them I will miss for a long time. These two are people whom I would take a bullet for and whom I call my brother and sister. I mean, these are people who put up with my shitty emo phase and who still listen when I whine (I do the same for them).

Another thing is that I will be leaving behind my mother, and that really sucks. Not only that, but I am leaving behind my hometown and everything that I have ever known. I mean, this town holds so many good memories for me that it physically pains me to think about leaving. And I know I can always come back to visit, and I will (I plan on flying).

In conclusion, this all sucks hard, but every change brings a new beginning, I guess. I'm not afraid to move on, just really sad about leaving it all behind. Any way, is there anyone else going through something like this? Any thoughts on this?

P.S. I know that this doesnt leave a lot of discussion room, but I really needed to get this off of my chest. Thank you a whole lot for listening!

Well, there it is, almost everything in life that is troubling me right now (there are others, but this is the biggie).

I would like to tell you that it will pass. But it doesn't. It fades. You can make friends, but you'll never hold them in the same vain as your old ones. It is important to visit home, but just as important to experience new things and a new city. Change is part of maturing and growing up. You will never get the same freedom as you will when you are at uni. Sure you will miss your mother and your friends, but it is important to become independent somewhat. You will learn a lot about other people and it will help you gain a strangle hold on what you want to do with your life (which may not necessarily be what you are studying). Do not pass up moving away, chances are it will probably be the most important thing you do with your life in the long run. Let me know how it goes...

Will do.

 

[ace_of_something]

I thought this was gonna be about GPS

 

[RavingPenguin]

It's a Frasier esque call in show where people bare their feelings...
I don't care, just vent. about whatever. Just know that i'll read it and take it into consideration.

I see...
Well then I guess my only problem is that I just lack motivation to do anything. I mean I get up and get going every morning and go through the motions of the day. Its just when it comes to tests and papers I have a terrible time actually studying or writing. I know my future should be motivation enough but I need something tangible, which I dont have.

It seems to me like you need a focus, seeing as school is not doing it for you. Tell me, what are you passionate about?

I dont know (hell why am I even responding) I guess snowboarding and snowmachining, along with anime and glowstringing. Those are all my major interests.

 

[101194]

This is just a Badge Attempt, I can see it plainly.

 

[TriSarahTops]

Sometimes I feel lost in a world that demands conformity and is biased agsinst the people whom which refuse to blend into the mainstream.

I second that.

 

[Spider Expert]

Sometimes I feel lost in a world that demands conformity and is biased agsinst the people whom which refuse to blend into the mainstream.

I second that.

DATS SILY

u guise r sillay

 

[master m99]

i feel lost every time me and my m8s attempt to use public transport it has never ever gone right yet lol

 

[LewsTherin]

Sometimes I feel lost in a world that demands conformity and is biased agsinst the people whom which refuse to blend into the mainstream.

I feel lost when I enter a steam of non-conformity only to find I have to conform to it.

You know, it isn't all that non-conformist when you do it with people who dress and act exactly like yourself.

 

[Ranooth]

Wait, this isnt Cuba?! WHERE THE HELL AM I?!

 

[Skalman]

Lost is my default state of being.

 

[johnman]

Once i was at the pool club we frequent and all of a sudden i felt empty, and thought "Fuck, i havent enjoyed really my self for ages, what the hell am i doing?"
Very wired moment i had and have never had since.

 

[Toasty]

Sometimes I feel lost in a world that demands conformity and is biased agsinst the people whom which refuse to blend into the mainstream.

ditto plus Iv got a different taste in guys than most people, so what most girls I know call a 'hot' guy, I see (usually) a bland, self-centered prick. -excuse the rant.
-Oh and I have no idea what sort of career I'd want to/should choose/do.

 

[Atvomat_Nikonov]

Lost is my default state of being.

So when you feel like you know where you are, you are lost? Sir, I think you've just broken the universe.

 

[Lord George]

I saw a film called Lost. It was really good and the ending shocked me. As for me being lost well I would say I feel lost from humans but that would imply I want to be found. I rather feel a general superiority over all the base cattle around me, just bags of meat waiting to be cut and hung up for the slaughter. I feel so happy

 

[TheRightToArmBears]

Sometimes I feel out of my body, like I'm disconnected from myself, And don't say I'm high.

 

[Skalman]

Lost is my default state of being.

So when you feel like you know where you are, you are lost? Sir, I think you've just broken the universe.

Meh, I've broken the universe before, 'is no biggie...

Also:

Spoiler: allow this image to demonstrate my constant state of being

 

[prinxess]

I got lost in a forest one time.

 

[forever saturday]

Well lets see now...

I live in the U.S. and feel like I am not really American. Maybe this is because I use British spelling and phrases since the only tv shows I watch are on BBC America. And Mythbusters. I dont have like any patriotism, which is a problem for such a flag wavy country, and I really, really want to move to some other country ( Im thinking Australia) when I am actually old enough to have my own house.

I want to draw a webcomic but my only drawing option is photoshop, which i have no fucking clue how to use. Also I would rather have my own site (dont want to use comicgenesis or something) but I dont know how to get my own site, and since I dont have a job I cant pay for it either. And I am afraid people wont like it.

I have been really bored lately (partly the reason for the aforementioned webcomic), but all of my friends are pretty much busy forever. Im not. I spend a lot of weekends bored out of my mind.

In school I tend to feel tired and bored, like I am in a rut.

I have like no motivation to do just about anything these days. sometimes I think to myself "Im too lazy to get up and go in the basement to play video games". When someone on this site cant get motivated to play games, you know you have a problem.

My dad keeps telling me about how I might not get into college with my grades the way they are. the sad part is that the way he tells me this, I can tell he thinks Im a failure.

Yeah, I have a real nice life, dont I?

 

[SsilverR]

LOOOL waht did you expect dude?? people to hop on this thread and cry about their RL issues hahaha