So, this wednesday, I went back to school. And well, everything seems diffirent.
All of my classes seem beter, but not the other students in them. In my classes last year, I was with all of my friends, and this year, I don't. In some classes I don't have any.
By far the worst class I have is Health, but I have the most friends in that class (4).
Lunch is by far the worst, I have no one to sit with, and it's 10 times more crowded than last year, so you can't be secluded.
But then again, it's not all bad. My head is a lot clearer now, and I can continue writing my book, because I see the girl I really like several times a day. But even she changed. Her hair is diffirent, and that will take some getting used to, and also something that I can't help but notice is her... uh... breasts are substantually larger than last year... Not that I'm a perv or anything, but they are a bit hard to not notice...
Anyway- so if you've read any of my posts over the late summer, odds are it was about her, and now... God it's hard to say. She knows that I like her, and she might like me back but... God this is really getting at me to. I want to be her friend above all else. I don't care about a relationship if it wasn't going to last and ruin our friendship. I mean, this girl is just perfect. She's always been perfect. and I'm not completely sure what to do. I guess that's why I'm writing this. Yeah sure my classes suck in terms of the people in them, but...
Can anyone help me? Plox?
All of my classes seem beter, but not the other students in them. In my classes last year, I was with all of my friends, and this year, I don't. In some classes I don't have any.
By far the worst class I have is Health, but I have the most friends in that class (4).
Lunch is by far the worst, I have no one to sit with, and it's 10 times more crowded than last year, so you can't be secluded.
But then again, it's not all bad. My head is a lot clearer now, and I can continue writing my book, because I see the girl I really like several times a day. But even she changed. Her hair is diffirent, and that will take some getting used to, and also something that I can't help but notice is her... uh... breasts are substantually larger than last year... Not that I'm a perv or anything, but they are a bit hard to not notice...
Anyway- so if you've read any of my posts over the late summer, odds are it was about her, and now... God it's hard to say. She knows that I like her, and she might like me back but... God this is really getting at me to. I want to be her friend above all else. I don't care about a relationship if it wasn't going to last and ruin our friendship. I mean, this girl is just perfect. She's always been perfect. and I'm not completely sure what to do. I guess that's why I'm writing this. Yeah sure my classes suck in terms of the people in them, but...
Can anyone help me? Plox?