Then you'd love HP Lovecraft books :LTimewave Zero said:The knowledge that I am completely inconsequential in the universe - nothing more than a small drop of paint on the bottom rung of the ladder of existence. To know that there unfathomable, uncaring, amoral, incomprehensible forces who are so more powerful in every convievable fashion that they could end our entire existence in the universe before any one of us took notice that anything was going on out there.
To know that the second I die, another tiny little, pointless light will pop out and be taken up by the darkness of the yawning gulf of oblivion.
THAT is far more awful to me than death - to know that while I live, I am nothing and could be reduced to a lowly, mindless slave by alien intelligences any second.
Then die.
To be honest though this doesn't really bother me that much because there is a whole world of things we have loads of control or power over, like animals, bacteria , electricity, chemistry that sort of stuff. Everything is relative, so if you admit that you are very small you should also realize that you are very big.
As for me, the worst thing would be if I was forced to live forever. It would be great if I could stay alive for around 3000 years but after that I think I would be satisfied, after all the whole point of life is to live it well and die satisfied.