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*Cut a small baguette in half, lenghtwise. If you have no baguette handy, two slices of freshly baked bread will do nicely.
*Apply a thin coating of butter or margarine to the bottom slice. If you're feeling creative, spreadable cheese will also do.
*Place a leaf of lettuce on top of the aforementioned substance.
*Now is an excellent time to place a slice of cheese on top of the lettuce, especially if you didn't use cheese before.
*Add some meat. Smoked ham is excellent. Roast beef is magnificent. Or a slice or two of salami. Anything goes - including nothing (the vegetarian option.) If vegetarian option is desired, more vegetables should be added. A few slices of tomato are especially recommended.
*Cut a slice or two from an onion. Separate individual rings, and arrange them on top of stack.
*Apply small amount of mustard to top slice, followed by slightly larger amount of ketchup. Add top slice to accumulation of ingredients on bottom slice. Condimented side should face down.
*Eat the resulting sandwich.
*Relish feeling of contentment and relief, and learn to accept yourself for who you are.
*Repeat as desired.