soren7550 said:
wintercoat said:
Sandytimeman said:
actually it makes perfect sense why she did that. I know, for a life time of therapy. When someone calls you crazy and you are struggling with problems...it makes you mad, makes you feel like your less of a person than them.
Mental illness and trauma are not the victims fault but people still blame them anyway...and thats what mol is doing right now.
Also those meds generally have very harsh side effects, its usually just trying to feel more normal when you take them, rather then wanting to feel special. I've had some harsh side effects on those meds, severe depression, shakes, outbursts of uncontrollable anger, severe weight loss, and etc.
Especially when it feels like they're taunting you with it. Lashing out feels like the only thing you can do, so you do it. And afterwords, you feel like shit because you proved them right, which makes you feel like even less.
I'm with you two dudes. Pretty much was I was thinking, going from personal experience and all that (locked away in a psych ward for 2 1/2 weeks for something that didn't happen, and completely ostracized by my family because of it [didn't help that my mother was the one that put me there because her boyfriend wanted me out], among other things).
But then again, she dose think video game characters are talking to her.
I just felt I should pop in to point out that the last situation there isn't really the same as Erin's. Yes, people can actually be incarcerated and drugged against their will without trial and without having even been suspected of an actual crime, purely on the word of an expert in a field that basically operates off of medieval science (experiments with no controls, researchers are not expected to be able to predict anything, etc. etc.). That's terrifying. For people who've actually been incarcerated over it, that's potentially traumatic and these people might freak out from accusations of insanity even if they're very stable otherwise, because an accusation of insanity is a pretty damn significant threat.
But...Erin's not actually been institutionalized, there's no particular reason to believe she's aware of any of this. So.