I currently have a net income of -$9000, 3 years ago it was -$12000. I think that makes me both good and terrible with money. I have an issue where I tend to get overwhelmed by stable work, or something. A mix of seasonal depression and social anxiety has made my ability to be a productive member of the workforce a very dwindling and temperamental force. My last therapist seemed to believe that I should just stop whining, as the most advice he ever had for me was "don't let yourself feel bad". I'm sure he's right in certain spectrums but still I was vainly hoping someone might have a reliable system of income that could work when I'm sick of trying so much to do what most people seem to do normally. Then again, I don't doubt that's what everyone would like.
For the record, I'm currently at university, taking a management course, and I did get a job during the summer that I can "come back any time" to. Which is great, I just don't have any confidence that I'm long term compatible for either of these things.