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Sorry for the necro-quote, but here it is!Cowabungaa said:
Now, before I start, I want to state that I am currently in love with a woman who has clinical depression and bipolar disorder, so I know how that is. Just so you have some background.
I believe that it is a choice for a person to allow depression to hold them back. Sure, you could wake up one morning feeling depressed, sad, and alone, and wallow in that and stay in bed. Or, you could do the other option, which is to wake up, live your life, and bask in the love that people shower you with, despite how you may see it. That is, of course, assuming that there is love there, of course.
Wallowing in a sad state will get you nothing but suicidal tendencies and further your descent into the waters of depression, but if you just try to live your life, do things to keep your thoughts away from the depression, your mood could be lifted.
That's just what I think on the matter. Of course, it is all situational, I am sure some people have very good reasons for being as depressed as they are, following in with the diagnosis.
OT: Damnit, S. I realize that you two apparently love one another, but damn, you just had to sleep with him? Fuck, I understand that you did it, and why you would, but that doesn't make it cut me any less. Not to mention he shoves it down my god damn throat, not literally, but passively over facebook and all that bullshit. And for fuck sakes, why did I quit my job? I could have just fucking dealt with the abuse to make some money so I could go down and see her. But no, I had to think I was above that. God damnit.
.. Feel a little better now.. Time for bed.
I don't give a shit who our next prime minister is going to be and people who don't shut up about it having nothing else interesting to say.
RayWilliamJohnson was never funny and is a hack.
Modern warfare 2 is generic as all hell.
Mass Effect has a number of problems in its design and the story is dry.
Ice skating is incredibly boring as is roller skating.
Star trek is good and all those who refuse to watch it on the grounds that it's too geeky should shove their head in the sand.
Sonic is DEAD!
People who won't go to Australia because we've apparently got an infestation of dangerous wildlife are racist, misinformed cowards who need to grow a pair and experience the greatest country on earth.
I'm never going to start another Facebook because it's boring as fuck and filled with pretentious douchebags.
There is no logic to learning advanced mathematics, how is learning the sine ratio ever going to benefit me in the future?
No console (pc included) of this generation is better or worse than one or more of its compadres, they all have their pros and cons and it comes down to personal taste.
Many of my associates have very cliched tastes in gaming.
Fail is not a verb or an adjective on its own and doing otherwise makes you look like a douchebag with little grasp of english.
I will never, ever, EVER give a shit about how many girls you've snogged and/or slept with and that number does not qualify as a valid argument as to why PS3 supposedly reigns supreme despite my previous statement.
From what I've seen the plots of most animes aren't better or worse in general than fiction that isn't anime, the animation normally looks tacky and stiff and the art style mainly comes down to personal taste. With this said anime shouldn't be held up higher or lower than things which aren't cartoons from Japan but rather it should be treated just like it's fellow animated programs, westerns are a genre because they're set in The West, anime doesn't have to contain anything except a particular art style to be called anime so it's not a true genre. Dividing cartoons (FOR WANT OF A BETTER WORD!) based upon what part of the world they come from is an idiotic move.
...*Big breath*...
I DON'T HAVE AN AMERICAN FUCKING ACCENT AND I WILL NOT SAY PETER OR SEAGULL ANYMORE!
Hey Daniel, Elbow, Clutch, Flogging Molly, any of these names ringing a bell? You're a good mate but yeesh you literally have no idea who these people are and you listen to bands like short stack?
No Navron, just because Left 4 dead has more blood and disembodiment than its sequel does not make it a better game.
There WILL be a zombie apocalypse one day...if everything goes to plan...
Gameplay, level design and fun come before story or characterization. The best games have both benefit each other, not only did plasmids, gene tonics and Adam give you superpowers, perks and experience points respectively but they displayed an element of what Rapture stood for and accomplished.
RayWilliamJohnson was never funny and is a hack.
Modern warfare 2 is generic as all hell.
Mass Effect has a number of problems in its design and the story is dry.
Ice skating is incredibly boring as is roller skating.
Star trek is good and all those who refuse to watch it on the grounds that it's too geeky should shove their head in the sand.
Sonic is DEAD!
People who won't go to Australia because we've apparently got an infestation of dangerous wildlife are racist, misinformed cowards who need to grow a pair and experience the greatest country on earth.
I'm never going to start another Facebook because it's boring as fuck and filled with pretentious douchebags.
There is no logic to learning advanced mathematics, how is learning the sine ratio ever going to benefit me in the future?
No console (pc included) of this generation is better or worse than one or more of its compadres, they all have their pros and cons and it comes down to personal taste.
Many of my associates have very cliched tastes in gaming.
Fail is not a verb or an adjective on its own and doing otherwise makes you look like a douchebag with little grasp of english.
I will never, ever, EVER give a shit about how many girls you've snogged and/or slept with and that number does not qualify as a valid argument as to why PS3 supposedly reigns supreme despite my previous statement.
From what I've seen the plots of most animes aren't better or worse in general than fiction that isn't anime, the animation normally looks tacky and stiff and the art style mainly comes down to personal taste. With this said anime shouldn't be held up higher or lower than things which aren't cartoons from Japan but rather it should be treated just like it's fellow animated programs, westerns are a genre because they're set in The West, anime doesn't have to contain anything except a particular art style to be called anime so it's not a true genre. Dividing cartoons (FOR WANT OF A BETTER WORD!) based upon what part of the world they come from is an idiotic move.
...*Big breath*...
I DON'T HAVE AN AMERICAN FUCKING ACCENT AND I WILL NOT SAY PETER OR SEAGULL ANYMORE!
Hey Daniel, Elbow, Clutch, Flogging Molly, any of these names ringing a bell? You're a good mate but yeesh you literally have no idea who these people are and you listen to bands like short stack?
No Navron, just because Left 4 dead has more blood and disembodiment than its sequel does not make it a better game.
There WILL be a zombie apocalypse one day...if everything goes to plan...
Gameplay, level design and fun come before story or characterization. The best games have both benefit each other, not only did plasmids, gene tonics and Adam give you superpowers, perks and experience points respectively but they displayed an element of what Rapture stood for and accomplished.
God damnit Jenny! Why the hell am I the one to be blamed and forced to apologise so we can continue with a semblence of what our friendship used to be? If you gave a shit about someone else for two damn seconds you might realise that having to piece YOUR life back together every time you decide you want to forgive that monster takes a huge toll on me. While you're at it, take some fucking time to appreciate the things I do for you and perhaps give a thought to throwing a loving gesture my way once in a while.
First post FTW!
First post FTW!
And does your girlfriend too say that it's that simply? It's easy for you to say, it's easy for anyone to say who doesn't suffer from it. You might be with someone who has it, but that's something else than having it. I'd like your girlfriend's take on it. It's a medical disorder with a reason eh, don't forget that. You can't just shake a flu off like that either.Sanguinius- The Angel said:
I'm just a regular honest Joe. Nothing I want to complain about nor any secrets or misfortunes I wish to share. Boring, yet happy life.
I guess for emotional problems, you could watch this.
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I guess for emotional problems, you could watch this.
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hmm great time for this...wonder if it'll help at all...
I can;t believe I got dumped over a few stupid petty things, I gave my life to you for the last two and a half years and this is how it ends. It pisses me off to no end that its been almost a month and a half since we broke up but all I can do is think of you... And all I can do know is think that you're with some fucking alcoholic retard that nobody likes and that you've essentially started dating him and been lying to me for weeks about it... The fact that everyone but me knew this breaks my heart further. I thought you were the one... I'm physically sick right now and I can't sleep because of all this. I hope your happy, all this time you said that you "cared" for me and for my well being yet you go pulling this fucking shit... I can't believe I used to say I love you, I hate you right now but I still can't stop the inner battle between thinking you're the one and moving on and its killing me. I want nothing to do with you but yet i still feel the need to text you constantly and i'm still mentally dependent on you if you do date him I hope you're happy and I just hope for you're sake that this rebound prick doesn't do the same thing to you as he does every other girl and use them then toss them aside... And yet I want that to happen to you to teach you a lesson. I'm so full of hate yet I cant bear to think of any harm coming to you, or anyone else for that matter, well other than him. I want to say goodbye forever but it makes me sick to think of losing you forever. I wish I knew what to do...
I can;t believe I got dumped over a few stupid petty things, I gave my life to you for the last two and a half years and this is how it ends. It pisses me off to no end that its been almost a month and a half since we broke up but all I can do is think of you... And all I can do know is think that you're with some fucking alcoholic retard that nobody likes and that you've essentially started dating him and been lying to me for weeks about it... The fact that everyone but me knew this breaks my heart further. I thought you were the one... I'm physically sick right now and I can't sleep because of all this. I hope your happy, all this time you said that you "cared" for me and for my well being yet you go pulling this fucking shit... I can't believe I used to say I love you, I hate you right now but I still can't stop the inner battle between thinking you're the one and moving on and its killing me. I want nothing to do with you but yet i still feel the need to text you constantly and i'm still mentally dependent on you if you do date him I hope you're happy and I just hope for you're sake that this rebound prick doesn't do the same thing to you as he does every other girl and use them then toss them aside... And yet I want that to happen to you to teach you a lesson. I'm so full of hate yet I cant bear to think of any harm coming to you, or anyone else for that matter, well other than him. I want to say goodbye forever but it makes me sick to think of losing you forever. I wish I knew what to do...
AhahaMacheteswordgun said:
OT: Screw the Singaporean government for its stupid mandatory 2 year national service for males. This is bullshit and does the reverse effet of trying to promote patriotism towards the country. From everbody I have asked that has been through the army, they made it clear that they will just run. Singapore, you will have a high desertion rate if you go to war with this ridiculous conscription rule. Now, in four days, starts my 2 years in the army. *sadface*
Emma.
For fuck sake i need you to know how much i care. I don't think you truly realise. We're so close and i still don't fully understand what you see in me, you're an amazing girl and i feel like i'm fuck all. Losing you is the most terrifying thing i can imagine, i need you to see just how much i care. I never want to hurt you. Please don't leave me for someone else because i guarantee they won't feel the way i do!
For fuck sake i need you to know how much i care. I don't think you truly realise. We're so close and i still don't fully understand what you see in me, you're an amazing girl and i feel like i'm fuck all. Losing you is the most terrifying thing i can imagine, i need you to see just how much i care. I never want to hurt you. Please don't leave me for someone else because i guarantee they won't feel the way i do!
Fuck every fucking human on this fucking planet. Seriously what the fuck went wrong?
Fuck you ******** I fucking love you and you had to fuck every last fucking bit of me up. What you did was unforgivable and every little fucking thing was unecessary. I fucking hate you for screwing up what could have been the most amazing thing to ever happen to both of us..
It's getting worse every day and you keep fucking things up. I may still love you, but i hate you just as much.
That actually felt pretty good.. Thanks.
I know the truth, the reason in all this insanity, the true goal of man. The answer is something a few people here already know, others are on the verge of discovering. The truth, ladies and gentlmen, is to push forward. I know this will seem anti-climactic to a few people, but it is the single truth in this world. To move forward is the only reason to live, and the only reason to die. No matter what you do you're contributing to the movement of man, even if you act on selfishness. Take this not as a depressing truth, but as a driving force.
Now I ask you, shall you push forward?
Now I ask you, shall you push forward?
Anwen, fuck right the hell off and get out of me and my Wifes life.
You are a trendy egotistical, stuck up *****. You have no personality because you whore out anything popular so you can surround yourself with hollow people.
You refuse to be wrong in any matter. The fact that you thoroughly research every list movie, song, video game you have ever taken an interest in is pathetic. I don't give a shit you know the most about this movie or that game. I don't give a shit about the random, useless fucking trivia. We don't give a fuck, we don't care we just want to watch the god damn movie. Fuck off.
I know you fucking tried to split me and my Wife up just so that she could live with you because when you moved back here you had no friends and no Job and were falling behind on rent. I know that's the reason why you discouraged me from getting her what she wanted for Christmas so you could go behind my back and buy her what she really wanted. I know that sounds stupid of me to do but i trusted you you fucking little ****.
Stop trying to lead my Wife along in your little false attempts at friendship. Every time you two hang out she comes home bored and annoyed. She doesn't like you, she only hangs on to the faintest glimmer of what your friendship used to be only because you were friends for so long growing up. When you basically told her to fuck off after you got a boyfriend and your new trendy friends that came along with him she cried for hours you whore.
Fuck off. You abandoned all of your old friends once to leech off Landon because he was an idiot with a crush on you and you knew you could milk every cent he had. When you came back everyone gave you the benefit of the doubt and tried to be your friend again. Only for you to kick us all to the side again now that you found a new idiot to leech off of.
Way to spend thousands of dollars of your boyfriends money to go to a school you admitted you have no interest in actually going to but are just because.
While me and my wife have to struggle to pay for our classes and work you have the fucking ball sack to come into my house and talk about how you don;t even want to go to the classes your boyfriend is putting you through. Fuck you.
We didn't stop hanging out with you because we played World of Warcraft and you didn't, mostly considering the time you said that I was the only one playing out of the seven of us, we stopped hanging out with you because your an irritating whiny ***** who complains about everything if you don't get your own fucking way and if no one is paying a hundred percent attention to you.
We stopped inviting you over not because you didn't play, but because at even the mention of the game in passing you would start humming and talking really loud to yourself obnoxiously like a six year old brat. The fact that ANYTHING you didn't have an iron clad knowledge of to show your the best at it you quickly dismissed from conversation to talk about something you spent ninety hours thoroughly researching.
You ruined our games of munchkin by ceaselessly harassing me. Screaming at the top of your long about how everything i did that wasn't in your favor was out of spite and any time I worked together with one of my friends it was out of "camaraderie" and wasn't fair.
No one wanted to play anymore because we all knew you would throw a fit and make up any rule you needed to win on your turn.
So please.
Fuck off.
Get the fuck away from us.
Never drag your filthy fucking carcass into my home again.
You are a trendy egotistical, stuck up *****. You have no personality because you whore out anything popular so you can surround yourself with hollow people.
You refuse to be wrong in any matter. The fact that you thoroughly research every list movie, song, video game you have ever taken an interest in is pathetic. I don't give a shit you know the most about this movie or that game. I don't give a shit about the random, useless fucking trivia. We don't give a fuck, we don't care we just want to watch the god damn movie. Fuck off.
I know you fucking tried to split me and my Wife up just so that she could live with you because when you moved back here you had no friends and no Job and were falling behind on rent. I know that's the reason why you discouraged me from getting her what she wanted for Christmas so you could go behind my back and buy her what she really wanted. I know that sounds stupid of me to do but i trusted you you fucking little ****.
Stop trying to lead my Wife along in your little false attempts at friendship. Every time you two hang out she comes home bored and annoyed. She doesn't like you, she only hangs on to the faintest glimmer of what your friendship used to be only because you were friends for so long growing up. When you basically told her to fuck off after you got a boyfriend and your new trendy friends that came along with him she cried for hours you whore.
Fuck off. You abandoned all of your old friends once to leech off Landon because he was an idiot with a crush on you and you knew you could milk every cent he had. When you came back everyone gave you the benefit of the doubt and tried to be your friend again. Only for you to kick us all to the side again now that you found a new idiot to leech off of.
Way to spend thousands of dollars of your boyfriends money to go to a school you admitted you have no interest in actually going to but are just because.
While me and my wife have to struggle to pay for our classes and work you have the fucking ball sack to come into my house and talk about how you don;t even want to go to the classes your boyfriend is putting you through. Fuck you.
We didn't stop hanging out with you because we played World of Warcraft and you didn't, mostly considering the time you said that I was the only one playing out of the seven of us, we stopped hanging out with you because your an irritating whiny ***** who complains about everything if you don't get your own fucking way and if no one is paying a hundred percent attention to you.
We stopped inviting you over not because you didn't play, but because at even the mention of the game in passing you would start humming and talking really loud to yourself obnoxiously like a six year old brat. The fact that ANYTHING you didn't have an iron clad knowledge of to show your the best at it you quickly dismissed from conversation to talk about something you spent ninety hours thoroughly researching.
You ruined our games of munchkin by ceaselessly harassing me. Screaming at the top of your long about how everything i did that wasn't in your favor was out of spite and any time I worked together with one of my friends it was out of "camaraderie" and wasn't fair.
No one wanted to play anymore because we all knew you would throw a fit and make up any rule you needed to win on your turn.
So please.
Fuck off.
Get the fuck away from us.
Never drag your filthy fucking carcass into my home again.
Dude....think of it this way. 3 months of your life. Or someone else's......lets face it. You know what to do.Luftwaffles said:
I think this is what this topic could be for....people vent there problems...and if anyone has a solution...to throw it out there
Another thing......
Sweetie. I still love you. And i know..or at least hope you still love me...but i miss you....and i know we've broken up more than once...only to get back together. Every time we get back together im just....happy. If were in person, We never have a problem...something I normally would punch someone in the face for...when you do it...like...half on purpose...i cant help but smile. You are my drive...You were my drive to go to the gym. to get back into shape, To join the Army...and ive only ever told you...and i guess the whole Escapist now...the only reason im really joining is for you. If we cant be together for now....i want to make sure you are safe. And knowing as paranoid and crazy as I am...I cant live really without being either next to you to make sure your safe... or somewhere else making sure no one from anywhere else trys to hurt you and the whole damn city....i know im probably wrong..and dumb, and immature for making this decision. but, I have to...I cant stand that you take relationship advice...for a real relationship.... from Friggin Hook-up artists, they make out with someone who they have never met..then let them go as soon as there done. I dont want that with you. Id rather sit and laugh with you like we always do...well did now, than not talk to you at all and not even be going out...and i worry about you....way too much. sometimes tho....i dont know. we are always happy as can be when were together... Im sorry...I know it was all my fault. I told you i would never let you go again, I told you forever and 2 days because forever just isnt long enough...I just hope. One day..you can just wipe all these feeling of worry, and regret,...and everything away from me. And for once...all i want is for once...you to show me you love me. I know you say it. But....i need to see it. And i know your neve going to read this...but..mabie someone will...and it will somehow get to you...and..i dont know. something........
But at the same time. There is someone else, who ive never met..because i met her over the internet....but everytime im down...which is normally your fault..she asks if im ok....and she knows everything...ive told her everything....and she thinks your a crazy *****, and an asshole for breaking up with me on my Birthday....after being oversea's studying for a month. And even tho ill probally never meet this girl...she's my age...and one of the most fantastic people i know...and whenever ive needed a shoulder...you would give me the best one you could...even if i couldnt see it. And i know you liked me...and i like you...i still do. But...your just too far away...mabie one day...idk..but all i know is...if i ever do get to meet you in person...im giving you the biggest hug ever. And believe it or not...i think i... i think i love you more than her.. you just...make everyhting happy...
THAT did feel better.. I feel like...someone is going to read this. Someone...somewhere will read it and mabie undestand..hell have an idea what to do. Either way..im glad i posted this...Thank you OP. Thank you
I hate all the morons who seek people to argue with for no reason other than to piss people off. I hate pricks who need to beat people up as they're utter tools with no understanding of human feelings. Screw those cunts who have to be complete douchebags because they can be.
Screw slang and derogatory terms. Fuck you wankers who need to be 'cool' to fit in. Go suck an exhaust pipe you fuckwads who pick on those smaller than yourselves, or just pick on people because they're different. Stuff adults who talk down to children like they don't understand a single word you're mentioning, I mean really. Those wankers of religion who need to believe that 'god' hates fags, and all such nonsense, go impale yourselves on a cross and see what happens. And there's also one about how girls suck, because they have cooties, and how the one i'm going out with makes me feel really sad after I go home because yadda yadda, teenage problems, yadda so on so forth...
SHEEET! That's a lot of words...Jabberwocky.
Screw slang and derogatory terms. Fuck you wankers who need to be 'cool' to fit in. Go suck an exhaust pipe you fuckwads who pick on those smaller than yourselves, or just pick on people because they're different. Stuff adults who talk down to children like they don't understand a single word you're mentioning, I mean really. Those wankers of religion who need to believe that 'god' hates fags, and all such nonsense, go impale yourselves on a cross and see what happens. And there's also one about how girls suck, because they have cooties, and how the one i'm going out with makes me feel really sad after I go home because yadda yadda, teenage problems, yadda so on so forth...
SHEEET! That's a lot of words...Jabberwocky.
Sadly I did this yesterday with a friend.
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Never mind.
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Never mind.
Oh [Name of girl in college]... Stop spreading your chocolate sprinkled shit around. Yeah I don't like you. Only because you pissed me and a friend off for thinking we liked each other and the fact that she already had a boyfriend in the first place. Now I think about it, what do you gain from being such a gossip whore?
[HEADING=1]NOTHING! GO AND BE A WHORE SOMEWHERE ELSE, NOT IN COLLEGE. OH BELIEVE ME YOU MAY BE A GIRL BUT PUSH IT AGAIN AND YOU WILL GET PUNCHED REGARDLESS OF SEX. I DON'T CARE IF IT'S UNMANLY LIKE. YOU SHOULDN'T BE UNLADYLIKE AND SPREADING YOUR WHORE-SHIT.[/HEADING]
Thank you for that. Best not say this in real life eh? Otherwise I might be called a loony. ^_^
Thank you for that. Best not say this in real life eh? Otherwise I might be called a loony. ^_^
A good friend of mine, who I used to like, I just found out is suicidal. She hates her life, thinks she is ugly and fat, when she is neither, and I'm convinced she likes me. I'm just so worried that if I say no, she'll do something stupid. I just hope that things will turn out well, but from experience, I know things will go badly, and it's driving me insane.