I think you're confusing fear with respect. Fear causes irrationality, instability, and panic. You should NEVER fear a weapon, you should respect it. Respect and understand it's power, the responsibility of shouldering that power, and the absoluteness inherent in wielding it. A gun is a tool, a powerful and potentially grave one, but a tool nonetheless.Heathrow said:Regardless of whether or not it's currently being called on to perform the task of killing the whole essence of a gun is focused on its ability to snuff out life. That is the length and breadth of its purpose. You can talk about how cool it is to fire them on a range or out on the farm but that doesn't change their nature. This is a tool we humans have made to kill each other with.TestECull said:First of all, OP, you need to conquer that fear of guns. They only kill things when they're asked to kill things.
I fail to see why the OP's trepidation at holding such an item is unwarranted. To me it seems very wise to be afraid when touching a gun for a first time. After all, a gun is the culmination of the very worst aspects of human nature and it can be jarring to be confronted with that fact in such a physical way.
To fear a gun is to fear your own two hands, in that both are capable of great evil. But you can't let that fear rule you, or you'll never find out what else they're capable of.