I've felt like it a lot before, but thanks to denial I am immortal and therefore cannot kill myself. Also I made a blood oath to the all father that I swear no matter what comes at me I'd live until I've played Infinity: Quest for Earth for a bit, so I've got a few years left in me at least.
Have you ever considered suicide?
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Last year I went through some depression from bulling, losing friends, and basically just losing myself and thought about it, yes. It was a pretty sad time for me actually. I know I would never do it though. I have a phobia of death so that stopped me too.
Advice? That's a little hard. Basically, all I gotta say is, think of all you have to live for. That's how I overcame mine. and Friends who cared about me too.
I do sometimes still feel that way though. School has also cause my depression to start up again after getting some pretty bad grades my first year of high school...it's hard to push away, I'll just say that.
Advice? That's a little hard. Basically, all I gotta say is, think of all you have to live for. That's how I overcame mine. and Friends who cared about me too.
I do sometimes still feel that way though. School has also cause my depression to start up again after getting some pretty bad grades my first year of high school...it's hard to push away, I'll just say that.
Wow, I've been reading most comments and so far, many us seriously needs a psychiatrist.
When I was little and stupid, like many of my gamer folks, I had low grades back on hihg school, so when I was banned from high school, many thoughts came up to my mind, like "how am I going to tell this to my parents?", among other things and suicide was an option and I was even thinking on how was I going to do it.
I felt really, really bad, I was very depressed and my parents didn't took the news so well and I felt like my entire world had collapsed. A few days or weeks later, I stood up by myself and I realised how stupid it was to be depressed by such thing, I found a new school (with hot chicks) and a few months later, I graduated.
The point is that, you can't solve anything by dying, as a mexican saying says, "There's a solution for everything, except for death"... or something like that.
When I was little and stupid, like many of my gamer folks, I had low grades back on hihg school, so when I was banned from high school, many thoughts came up to my mind, like "how am I going to tell this to my parents?", among other things and suicide was an option and I was even thinking on how was I going to do it.
I felt really, really bad, I was very depressed and my parents didn't took the news so well and I felt like my entire world had collapsed. A few days or weeks later, I stood up by myself and I realised how stupid it was to be depressed by such thing, I found a new school (with hot chicks) and a few months later, I graduated.
The point is that, you can't solve anything by dying, as a mexican saying says, "There's a solution for everything, except for death"... or something like that.
I thought of it a few times like with things like this "If I kill myself that will teach those bullies a lesson" but that is a retarded statement. The bullies will have to live with the fact that they bullied a student to the point of suicide. And what do you have? Nothing you are dead.
Anyways I am a lot happier nowadays and thank god I didnt make any serious attempts to suicide. I consider it a waste of life. Deal with your problems life will get better. (Eventually)
Anyways I am a lot happier nowadays and thank god I didnt make any serious attempts to suicide. I consider it a waste of life. Deal with your problems life will get better. (Eventually)
When I was younger, I was actually pretty close to going through with suicide, but then, I got over it. I'm still depressed, but less so.
As for advice, think of what you have. Think of your family, friends, anything. If you off yourself, then you'll lose all those things forever. No second chances.
As for advice, think of what you have. Think of your family, friends, anything. If you off yourself, then you'll lose all those things forever. No second chances.
...Kind of yeah. I feel like its for a stupid reason though. Not nearly as bad as other people's reasons.
College stress does not make for happy thoughts sometimes, especially after finals.
College stress does not make for happy thoughts sometimes, especially after finals.
Not really, just thought how would everybody react to it.
Like someone said, there's no reason for anything to break anybody ever, it's a choice to let things break you.
Like someone said, there's no reason for anything to break anybody ever, it's a choice to let things break you.
No no, that pretty much is "the usual sense". And I hope to Ceiling Cat that you aren't serious. What about all the little snot-nosed kids you take care of? What would they do without you? What happened to the whole "...crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and to hear the lamentation of their women." attitude?Paksenarrion said:
P.S. Does the lolcats reference help?
Twice. Well, actually, many times, but the "first" was over a period of two weeks, where I was weighing up wether I should do it, how to do it, what would happen to my family, etc, etc. I decided that no matter how shit my life is (and oh god was it shit), I could never inflict that kind of pain on my family.
Once during the final month of my University degree. I can see now it was just the pressure, and I didn't have anyone to talk to about it and I was really worried about my future. In the end I saw that that course of action wouldn't solve my problems. When I was at my worst I just took a step back, and watched an episode of Firefly which made me feel a lot better.
Considered it a lot. It's totally normal for people my age though. I just think, "Look, all it's going to do is hurt everyone else. You wouldn't want them to not only feel sad but feel responsible would you? Learn to deal with it and stop being selfish."
Multiple times a day for about a decade.SAT4NSLILHELPER said:
Never completed an attempt, mostly because I'm not enough of a &*#$% to hurt the people I care about through my own death.
'What changed my mind?'
I asked my parents for permission to die, it was denied, sort of validation of my worth to others even if I don't see any self-worth. As family and friends seem to value me more than I do myself, just developed a psychological permission scheme from it that excludes me from the equation.
'Advice for those currently considering it?'
The depths of depression adjusts personal perceptions towards a view of constant negatives; support systems such as friends and family are an ideal if not vital backup and comparison to your more clouded perceptions.
The alternative of professional psychotherapy, while helpful, is a fall back position should one be lacking such support systems or have slipped far enough to be dangerously dysfunctional. (A stranger's advice often carries less weight than familiar person's.)
Were situations truly hopeless in your life, suicide wouldn't even be an option.
Sort of. I've thought from time to time "death would end my suffering". Thing is: I've too much pride and raw determination to Rage Quit life. I'll stick it out for the next fifty years with a morbid curiosity of what else life has to offer me.
To those considering suicide: fight a bear. It's a win-win situation. If you slit your wrists or took a bunch of painkillers, everyone is just going to remember how much of a miserable lump you were. If you survive, you'll spend a year in some mental ward. If you fight a bear, and lose, everyone would be like "Remember that BMF who punched a black bear!"
If you win: You Just Killed a Fuckin' Bear! You've got nothing to be depressed about you fine specimen of man/woman.
To those considering suicide: fight a bear. It's a win-win situation. If you slit your wrists or took a bunch of painkillers, everyone is just going to remember how much of a miserable lump you were. If you survive, you'll spend a year in some mental ward. If you fight a bear, and lose, everyone would be like "Remember that BMF who punched a black bear!"
If you win: You Just Killed a Fuckin' Bear! You've got nothing to be depressed about you fine specimen of man/woman.
It used to be a daily preoccupation. Fortunately, that time in my life got left far, far behind.