Hey there im not sure if this is the right place to put anything but the internet is the only really place where i can be myself and say what i want, so here goes.
I am a 20 year old male, and i think i am suffering from a mid life crisis, now i do know that it may be just youth angst but here goes on why. I have only really known 3 women other then family 2 of them i dated, one of those destroyed me emotionally, one we parted ways, and the other woman is just someone i know IRL that i game with. i have no job, no experience, im at uni and trudging through my 3rd year, i dont drink i dont smoke, im socially inept in everywhere but online and even then it's touch and go, i felt real detachment from a group of people when i butted heads with one of the founders. im out of shape, im not the cutest flower in the garden, and i have never really had a relationship i have been happy in. ive been given enough opportunities by my parents and i feel like im letting them down. i live in a major city of Australia called Brisbane, and tonight i went into the city for the first time in 3 years to wait in line for the mana bar, only to leave after an hour and a half in the queue. im not the person to be able to take the easy way out because i think of all the poor bastards who will have to clean it up as well as thinking how it could be explained to my Nieces and nephews. I live alone, in my parents old house so before i check myself into counselling does anyone here know where i can start to sort out my shit?
