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I would say dumb, there are things that are fine to have different opinions on but people still claiming Obama's Birth certificate is fake and saying Osama isn't dead is a bit much for me. I dunno I'm trying not to be arrogant about the whole thing.believer258 said:
Let's see, an honest answer to this question, this may be a first for me.
Honestly, drained. It's finals week, I just got back home from a final, and I certainly didn't sleep very well before it. Other than that, kinda irked too, as it appears that I have run out of rum and am currently too drained and lazy to go get any more.
But, life is good. No more homework, I get to surf around YT and here for the rest of the day, and a nap is starting to sound like a really good idea.
Honestly, drained. It's finals week, I just got back home from a final, and I certainly didn't sleep very well before it. Other than that, kinda irked too, as it appears that I have run out of rum and am currently too drained and lazy to go get any more.
But, life is good. No more homework, I get to surf around YT and here for the rest of the day, and a nap is starting to sound like a really good idea.
so 23:34 here, i am about to go to bed and feel strangely relaxed.
i just talked to my sister while setting up my new coffee machine and now i only have to swirl around in my chair to get fresh coffee. this will make my room a so much better environment for learning.
i just talked to my sister while setting up my new coffee machine and now i only have to swirl around in my chair to get fresh coffee. this will make my room a so much better environment for learning.
Well, I've come into a tiny amount of money recently so I will be getting my phone turned back on, I'm going to start the arduous process of finding a girl that is attracted to me soon as well.
But really I find it hard to find reasons to get up in the morning lately. I don't know why. I'm 17,I have the whole world ahead of me, but I can't get a job, I can't drive, I'm lonely. I wish things could fall into my lap sometimes. It seems no matter how hard I work towards something, it's always snatched away at the last second. I've been looking for a job for three years, I make it passed the interview, but somehow I still lose out to someone just as qualified. I don't understand why? Without a job I can't pay the insurance on the car, so I'm stuck as practically the only Senior that doesn't drive to school. It feels like I can't start my life in the real world. And I shouldn't feel lonely. I have very good friends, and we are almost always in touch in some form or fashion, or hanging out, and new friends aren't hard to come by. I don't know, I want something more. It's frustrating wishing things were different, but you don't know how you want them to be different, you know?
On the plus side, I made the highest grade possible on my History End of Course Exam, and I'm pretty sure the Algebra Exam went very well.
What a nice thread you've made
But really I find it hard to find reasons to get up in the morning lately. I don't know why. I'm 17,I have the whole world ahead of me, but I can't get a job, I can't drive, I'm lonely. I wish things could fall into my lap sometimes. It seems no matter how hard I work towards something, it's always snatched away at the last second. I've been looking for a job for three years, I make it passed the interview, but somehow I still lose out to someone just as qualified. I don't understand why? Without a job I can't pay the insurance on the car, so I'm stuck as practically the only Senior that doesn't drive to school. It feels like I can't start my life in the real world. And I shouldn't feel lonely. I have very good friends, and we are almost always in touch in some form or fashion, or hanging out, and new friends aren't hard to come by. I don't know, I want something more. It's frustrating wishing things were different, but you don't know how you want them to be different, you know?
On the plus side, I made the highest grade possible on my History End of Course Exam, and I'm pretty sure the Algebra Exam went very well.
What a nice thread you've made
I am exhausted and my entire body is in pain. My head especially feels like someone ran it through with a painspike and filled it with painvenom, a potent and deadly mixture drawn from both the highly toxic painsnake and the severely poisonous painspider.
Also I am murderously fucking angry at everything and nothing for no reason I can discern.
Pretty usual day, really.
Also I am murderously fucking angry at everything and nothing for no reason I can discern.
Pretty usual day, really.
Not good, recently accepted the fact that I've basically failed every exam coming in the next two months, there's about 6, and I've had a horrible attendance problem for almost 2 years now.
Hell I'll still try, buy there's not a very good chance I'll pass with good grades. If I could go right back I would.
Hell I'll still try, buy there's not a very good chance I'll pass with good grades. If I could go right back I would.
Pretty damn good as always, secure at the moment with a damn good job for my age, family situation couldn't be better, and all my free time is eaten up by playing WoW and SC2 with my bud. So, yeah, good times.
A bit sore from my taido practice earlier this evening and also tired as it's getting late. I also feel like going to the toilet, but we have a few visitors sleeping in our living room only a few meters away from the toilet and I don't want to wake them up. The flush is kinda loud so we'll see how that goes
Knackered, had a bioinorganic exam today, it's 11:15 PM and I have to be up first thing to get my partner to her job (she's new to the city and has no sense of direction). Then off to the library to work on my dissertation.
No rest for a few weeks at least.
No rest for a few weeks at least.
I'm kicked out of home (things didn't go well there any way) don't speak with me dad (things didn't work out there ether) fitting in with others peoples lives (living with bro and his wife and new born) no one to blame but my self.
No real motivation to do or be any thing. Some were between falling and holding on something half way down, just trying to hold my self together. Probably ever so slightly psychotic, depressed, anger issues, anxiety issues, social issues.
Some days are neutral emotionless numb, others hyper active avoiding life playing games and some are depressing days.
despite all that for the most part pretty well, I avoid the shit out of life and its a system that works so I'm fine happy and crazy enf and getting back into starcraft 2 (such a hard hard game)
Edit:
totally getting into rock as well David Bowie, Led Zeppelin, The who, Wolf Mother and much more_\m/
No real motivation to do or be any thing. Some were between falling and holding on something half way down, just trying to hold my self together. Probably ever so slightly psychotic, depressed, anger issues, anxiety issues, social issues.
Some days are neutral emotionless numb, others hyper active avoiding life playing games and some are depressing days.
despite all that for the most part pretty well, I avoid the shit out of life and its a system that works so I'm fine happy and crazy enf and getting back into starcraft 2 (such a hard hard game)
Edit:
totally getting into rock as well David Bowie, Led Zeppelin, The who, Wolf Mother and much more_\m/
