How have you changed?

[cartzo]

oh i have faith in his noodliness, and perhaps i was a bit over the top when i said i am already being punished, what i basically mean is if you ever stop to listen to the sort of moronic, bitchy, crap people talk about in secondary schools youll realize they may as well not bother with education and go into writing for hello magazine.

 

[cartzo]

ive given up, the only thing now standing between me and a bottle of cyanide is a short phrase that goes "could be worse, you could be a slug".

also i now shockingly understand the appeal of school shootings. (if anyone is affended by that please note i am already being punished).

Your post about appeal in school shootings makes me want to not like you.
But you have the FSM as your avatar.

Come on man, just have faith in the FSM, he'll pull you through. Argh!!

There's appeal in a lot of things. You shouldn't not like someone just because they see where said appeal is. I see the appeal of anarchy, rape, genocide, murder, theft, school shootings, and religion. I support none of them and think anyone who supports anyone of them is either an idiot or an asshole, but there's still appeal.

I think I can not like someone for enjoying school shootings.

i never said i enjoy school shootings

 

[scotth266]

I was a emo at 10 years old. 8 years later, and I'm a optimist.

Change is strange, no?

 

[Smiles]

I used to be extremely scared of going out in public, and interacting with people. now I don't have that problem!

 

[EeveeElectro]

I've changed in a positive way.

I had no confidence or self esteem, now I do.
I used to be miserable and never laugh, now I'm always smiling =D
I used to worry about what people think of me, now I couldn't care less.
I used to hate life and everyone I met, now I love everything.


Sorry, I had to bring some sunshine into this thread :3 *runs away*

 

[roboosh]

I used to have reasons to leave the house, I used to smoke, I used to have long hair, I used to feel younger and alot more energetic... Now I feel like an old man. I'm 15

 

[roboosh]

I got a lot taller.

6ft 2 at 15 now. Its getting scary.

also getting more and more synical.

dear god!

Ahem! How are you getting cynical? Although you do have a reason -you spelt "cynical" wrong after correcting someone's French
To people reading this it's OK that I am being rude, I know him IRL

 

[Cowabungaa]

I used to be really filosophical when I was about 15, a lot of people considered me pretty wise for my age. But now as I'm 18, I've grown to be a very bitter, negative and cynical person without any hope's or dreams. It's indeed not a good change. There are signs that another period of change is coming, I wonder in wich direction though.

 

[MelziGurl]

I used to be a push over...that's when my inner ***** took control. Other than that, I'm a lot more confident than I was roughly 7 years ago.

 

[JodaSFU]

I used to be over-defensive in regards to criticism of me. Usually blaming others over myself etc. I've gained a great deal of self-awareness over time though. I guess that's the way I've changed the most in the last 10 years

oh i have faith in his noodliness, and perhaps i was a bit over the top when i said i am already being punished, what i basically mean is if you ever stop to listen to the sort of moronic, bitchy, crap people talk about in secondary schools youll realize they may as well not bother with education and go into writing for hello magazine.

A fellow pastafarian!
Blessed be his noodly appendage!

 

[cartzo]

hello there

 

[cartzo]

I used to be over-defensive in regards to criticism of me. Usually blaming others over myself etc. I've gained a great deal of self-awareness over time though. I guess that's the way I've changed the most in the last 10 years

oh i have faith in his noodliness, and perhaps i was a bit over the top when i said i am already being punished, what i basically mean is if you ever stop to listen to the sort of moronic, bitchy, crap people talk about in secondary schools youll realize they may as well not bother with education and go into writing for hello magazine.

A fellow pastafarian!
Blessed be his noodly appendage!

hello there

 

[Blow_Pop]

I'll have to find my chat text about this with my boy.

 

[cartzo]

oops i seem to have accidently posted more than once please ignore that.

 

[dumbseizure]

im alot more tired, can sleep all day, stopped caring about everything, and just keep to myself..

positive yes?

 

[Perryman93]

i used to go to bed early, like 9pm
i used to be a complete twat towards girls
i used to play computer games ALL THE TIME
i used to not drink alcohol (strange i know)
i used to be a virgin (LOL)

 

[Perryman93]

i also have become more pessimistic, cynical and rather sentimental at times, i do a lot of reminiscing

 

[Simalacrum]

I've become a lot more dependent on friends... ironic, considering i've jsut moved school and lost them all >_<

 

[Bourne Endeavor]

I got a lot taller.

6ft 2 at 15 now. Its getting scary.

also getting more and more synical.

dear god!

Although I do not know your parents, expect to stay around that height, as that was roughly what I was at fifteen, granted I ended up a few years later hitting 6'4. So cheers.

On topic

I have changed to such a significant degree, you would honestly believe there were two of me. Until my thirteenth year I was shy, lacked any self esteem, took everything to heart (meaning even gentle teasing I mistook), little social and the list goes on.

That year I made a decision after reaching the lowest of low points and opted to forcefully change my personality, I was not going to except the aforementioned anymore. It took two years to alter who I was in the manner I preferred and ironically it became more established with each passing year.

I have now ended up, extremely confidence, arrogant, couldn't care less what anyone says, a jokster/tease people often, am unbelievably sarcastic, have fantastic social skills, to the point I can make friends in under a minute with perfect strangers and all in a light hearted humorous. Seriously the list here goes on as well.

It is amusing to attempt to tell the story to my friends, even my best friend and another good one do not believe I was ever any different. They said they just cannot imagine it.

 

[Mikaze]

Well, like most people I have become immensely more cynical, have consciously accepted my general distaste of humanity, become an Escapist member (one of the greatest choices I've ever made ) and...well I'm sure there was some other stuff.