I cant feel...

[Et3rnalLegend64]

I remember a similar thread a while back. I forget how it went exactly, but the general idea was the same.

I don't think I can say much here. I did have a really nice grandma who died when I was 8 or so. I was too young to really understand the concept then, and it's been too long for me to get any real feelings out of it now. Honestly, I don't really know how I'd feel if someone close to me died right now. I'm half expecting to feel detached and not make a huge deal of it for some reason, but I can't say for sure unless it happens. Of course, it'd be best if it didn't happen.

 

[Right Hook]

Guess what I want to know is if anyone else experience the same? Or am I the only one thats this cold and heartless? Im genuinly concerned but for some reason all I can seem to do is ask a bunch of strangers online about it... (no offence)

I've experienced it, I don't think this necessarily proves you are a sociopath (protip: don't take advice from random people on the internet that probably don't know dick about mental disorders). At other times I've felt extreme amounts of emotion but usually only at deaths or if I find something particularly resounding. The fact that you posted about it proves you are at least somewhat worried about what is happening. You can't feel bad about what you feel or don't feel though, people can't control their emotions, it simply isn't your fault that your brain doesn't have the similar response we've grown accustomed to. There is a chance you are repressing your emotions without even realizing it, if it really starts to bother you than you should talk to someone in person about it. Otherwise enjoy not being upset by things, as long as it doesn't effect your quality of life.