Trezu said:
I never understood how people close themselves to the truth of the world and ignore all warnings and do Evil things. I couldn't grasp why people found so much enjoyment in saying Death Threats and calling me names and people liking them for doing so.
This is not all people. In fact, this is by far the minority. A lot of factors play a part in this. The biggest is probably mental stability. The human mind is a complicated thing and therefor the smallest "bug" can be ravaging if the person is in an unstable environment.
I've gone very close to snapping multiple times and the last time was not so long ago. It's heavy stuff but people shouldn't give up because it's always less hard to get out of than you'd expect.
I would have thought that other Humans would hate this kind of behaviour but in my personal experience people like it. Watching people Squirm from Pain and Abuse.
This depends. Only people that think of you bad, or don't see that the pain is worse than they think it is.
I Couldn't Grasp it and when asking Teachers for there Help they instead made it worst and i couldn't understand. But Using Physical Force people labeled me a Demon because of Trezu.
This is simply incompetence on the teachers' side. I'm sorry for that, but realise that incompetence is the worst thing ever.
If humanity is Cruel and Evil then why would someone sacrifice there son to save us?
You're referring to the bible? If you do, you should also know why god created mankind, and know the story of Noah, where all the evil people were drowned.
I never believed in religion because i wondered 'Why Save us'? sure there is good things in this world but the evil out weighs the good.
Religion doesn't save "us". It only saves individuals. That's why, according to most religions, bastards go to hell.
but then there are people who want to help others, But Teachers/Parents were supposed to help you where were they?
Incompetent, like I told you before. That's not just rashly labelling them, I have had those kind of teachers too. They had no idea what they had to do, even though it should be a big part of their education as a teacher.
I Noticed in my Experience people being Rewarded by there Peer's for Stealing or having Sex i didn't grasp this either.
I hope telling this makes the pain a bit less; people stop doing that, eventually. This is when they grow up. They become all sensible all of a sudden; even the worst of the lot. Believe me, you are not missing out on anything. Being sensible is much more fun when you find the right person
After getting Sheep Carcass Thrown into my locker and Vomiting in Disgust i never understood why they laughed at me vomiting?
What the heck? Who on earth carried a dead sheep around? That's actually pretty funny though. I might not have vomited, but be utterly disgusted at least. Don't they get suspended for something like that? You can probably point out who did it. And else school is going to have to find out who did that.
When i was on the bus i notice People walk pass and put on a face like there happy but there so depressed on the inside. I wondered if they hate themselves why do they act happy?
Those people are not themselves. They suffer because they need to, to live up to their "friends"' expectations. This makes them bland and generic and you all the more unique and genuine. You are in control, they are not. That's a good thing.