Right. Well, I'm not exactly sure I understood the finer nuances of your... intresting little post, but I think I got the gist of it. For future reference, though, you might want to look into the proper use of capitalizations instead of Randomly Throwing Them Out Like It's Candy.
Oh god, I remember when I was like that as a teen. When everything was horrible and people were shit and I was the only one who saw them for the sheep they were and I totally wasn't emo and was seriously a mature guy.
(Although, on a sidenote, I think I never used stream of somewhat questionable consciousness as the means of communicating my deep and well-established emotional anguish.)
I still yearn to meet the past me and drive my (less mangled by everything and stronger) right fist up my past me's angsty-wangsty mouth for the good of all.
You'll probably feel the same way one day, when you're a bit older and a bit less angsty. If you don't, I'm sorry for your loss.
Rafe said:
Also I hate to generalise but the attitude of many escapist forum posters makes me sick, its all "I have no faith in humanity" or "people are shit". Actively search for what is moral and what makes you happy and you won't be in such a miserable pit.
It's not even that really. It's the fact many of those people also consider themselves somehow above the filthy, stupid masses of sheep who cannot see the truth and insist on living in a "happy fantasy world".
Really, there's nothing to be proud of, or anything original, in confusing realism and maturity with angsty pessimism.