I don't want to live on this planet anymore
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Not to prod or anything, but the "more medication" part belies a far more problematic life for your girlfriend. Something tells me the incident and the history are interconnected (just a hunch).GamesB2 said:
I hate coming off as an ass so I will try my best not to be one, but seeing as my sister seems to adore people with plenty of their own baggage I can't help but feel your view on life is a little skewed (not a jab, just a statement that rings through to the majority of people). It's a good characteristic, being able to accept and endure another's problems, but I imagine it can twist your opinion on life towards the negative (which to be blunt, probably won't help things overall).
Personally the most hated person in my life is a Social worker. I'm essentially broke, closing on homeless if I can't scrape some money together (currently out of work and no work available anywhere I've looked), not only that but my contribution towards bills and rent are affecting 2 other people who aren't fairing much better then me (though they have work). So I have been looking high and low for work, but need a helping hand to keep me afloat so I don't end up on the streets (and my 2 housemates too).
So I go into social welfare in hopes that I can sort out some form of allowance while I'm between jobs. Due to various arbitrary reasons, I've been rejected (multiple times). What's more, I have been laughed at and nasalgazed by these people who I have come to begging for support.
I have never felt so small in all my life. I have also never experienced such primal rage. Has anyone here ever screamed so loud they hurt their own ears? How about while crying and also bursting a blood vessel? Fortunately I still have some dignity, I didn't do it to the bitches face (instead I bit my lip so hard I now have a scar on it).
First few years of independence have not been pleasant.
Yeah, I'm not a happy camper at the moment. If I could pack up and leave right now, I would... the fuck do I care where I end up? The vacuum of space would be a better alternative then going back to social... at least it would be brief.
But saying that, I still have friends who are a breadth of fresh air in all of this and (if they had enough for themselves) would gladly help me out, relations who should worse comes to worse, will lend me a bed (or couch) to sleep on and keep my belly full. I'd rather stay here with them then be alone in the vacuum of space (idealistically, I would just take all those closest to me and take off... pfft, dreams right?)
While I can still laugh, and wag my middle finger, I have my answer to most problems that life throws at me.
inorite: "Short for "I know, right?". Used in a empathetical situation when you agree with something someone is saying; a text term."DannyBoy451 said:
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Well, serves me right for being out of touch.Akytalusia said:
But yeah, the universe really demands a nihilistic outlook, it's kinda horrible when you think about it.
Consumerism, and the mind-numbing amount of resources we waste on cheap, pointless garbage. How many thousands of tons of plastic have been made into Happy Meal toys? How many trees have been cut down to provide some yuppie with a furniture catalog they'll throw away immediately?
I want to move to another planet and establish a utilitarian society where computers are built to last 20 years, cars are built to last a century, food comes in biodegradable packaging, and marketing budgets are kept to a minimum. Call me a hippie; I call myself pragmatic.
I want to move to another planet and establish a utilitarian society where computers are built to last 20 years, cars are built to last a century, food comes in biodegradable packaging, and marketing budgets are kept to a minimum. Call me a hippie; I call myself pragmatic.
is it her time of the month? Cause when a girl hits her <color=red>., they turn into completely different people.
OT: um... well, this was a long time ago, but we had a four year old girl who was kicked out by her abusive father freeze in the winter snow because no one let her inside. Of course, this was like, almost 13 years ago.
OT: um... well, this was a long time ago, but we had a four year old girl who was kicked out by her abusive father freeze in the winter snow because no one let her inside. Of course, this was like, almost 13 years ago.
I was going to say Morgan Freeman.GestaltEsper said:
"mmmmmm...Space Mmmmmmmm"
-Morgan Freeman
I don't want to live on earth sometimes too, but I'm kinda a dickweed.
What does that have to do with anyhting? seriously, i'm trying to figure that out, since I never mentioned work.stefanbertramlee said:
As stupid as it is to attempt to summarize everything in one go with a quote, I'll try it.
"You can't have light without shadow."
I don't think anyone on Earth has ever lived a life where justice was always served, everything was fair, and nothing bad happened to them that they didn't deserve. Life throws shit at you (at everyone), and how strong you are is how much you can take it.
"You can't have light without shadow."
I don't think anyone on Earth has ever lived a life where justice was always served, everything was fair, and nothing bad happened to them that they didn't deserve. Life throws shit at you (at everyone), and how strong you are is how much you can take it.
Were it not for my parents taking care of me i'd be in the same seat as you are. Social workers are depressed self-loathing scumbags with no souls,so they take out their agony on others to get a sense of self-worth and self-empowerment. Honestly, i'd rob people over trying to get social welfare... Preferrebly social workers so I could add to their misery and illeviate my owmRagsnstitches said:
OT: Too many theologies and theists as well as humans being complete twats. Especially those higher up who run countries. If anything nations no matter how big or small always act like petty children and squabble over stupid small things and end up sending people to kill eachother at one another. I want to leave this planet with any sane people left and build a colony somewhere else. Not going to happen though... So yay.
Wow, that's terrible. Personally there are a lot of things I don't like about Earth but it's the only human planet we've got. I guess the thing that's most recently made me feel a scathing shame for the human race was being reminded of some peoples' ridiculous attitudes to how girls who wear revealing clothing and get raped are asking for it.
Boredom. Just mind numbing boredom.
Nothing sounds fun or even the slightest bit entertaining right now.
I finally have a good bit of money, and have nothing to spend it on. All of my bills are paid and for once I have extra money, but damn it there's nothing to buy.
Also, it's raining. So since I don't have a vehicle, I couldn't go anywhere to spend it anyway.
Nothing sounds fun or even the slightest bit entertaining right now.
I finally have a good bit of money, and have nothing to spend it on. All of my bills are paid and for once I have extra money, but damn it there's nothing to buy.
Also, it's raining. So since I don't have a vehicle, I couldn't go anywhere to spend it anyway.
OP, you could always try punching someone. Especially if you're not of age yet, there'd be no consequences and after a few tries people might learn some common decency. Or not, but even if they don't you have the satisfaction of pointing to their scarred face when someone acts stupid and saying "THATS what happens to idiots around me."
Hell, to be honest, many domestic dispute charges don't make it to court once people figure out how much it costs to hire a lawyer, even a bad one, to sue someone for being punched, etc. Though, those still go on your record.
Lastly, I'm gonna throw out there that you're not capable of taking care of yourself. Not meant as an insult, but I sincerely doubt you know anything about gardening or hydroponics, or hunting, or survival problem solving, or mineral recognition....the list goes on, all things that are more or less necessary for complete self-sufficiency. Long story short, you're stuck with the rest of us on this great big round short bus, can't live without em, so the trick is to find a way to deal with them.
Hell, to be honest, many domestic dispute charges don't make it to court once people figure out how much it costs to hire a lawyer, even a bad one, to sue someone for being punched, etc. Though, those still go on your record.
Lastly, I'm gonna throw out there that you're not capable of taking care of yourself. Not meant as an insult, but I sincerely doubt you know anything about gardening or hydroponics, or hunting, or survival problem solving, or mineral recognition....the list goes on, all things that are more or less necessary for complete self-sufficiency. Long story short, you're stuck with the rest of us on this great big round short bus, can't live without em, so the trick is to find a way to deal with them.