I read all the way through, and I can relate. My username comes from finding it hard to settle on one side of opinion, and I can usually argue for anything I choose, I just have to choose something I can make seem logical.
I used to believe I had bad social skills because I was at a child minder during most of my free time until I was 11, so I missed out on things others had experienced, and therefore couldn't relate or didn't properly learn to get along. I now see this as a bit stupid. I don't have bad social skills. I am very social, I just need something to talk about or something incommon. I can't often start conversations or contribute because I have nothing interesting happening in my life or anything relatable.
I am diagnosed with things like Aspergers and ADHD, but I do not use these as an excuse for anything. I actually hate anything like this since they seem to serve as labels. I like when people can feel like they understand me more if I can explain things about myself, but these things get too generalised to the point where people sometimes don't believe I have them. They'd say "No you don't. You're not hyperactive". And this makes me think I wish these labels didn't exist because people just use them to build more walls. Teachers will offer extra help even though I'm usually one of the most capable people in a class. I hate extra help. I hated being offered medication to 'concentrate'. What is the point of accomplishing something if I can't do it under the same conditions as others?
As a more intellectual person it's rather suprising how I seemed to not be rewarded for it. I'm at the perfect position of smart enough to be mocked, but not academically appliable enough to be rewarded for it. Most of my grades are like through a dice. I could never grasp revision. My brother always did horrible in class, but good in exams, whereas I'm the opposite, despite us both having similar personalities. Although he's far more emotional. I fear I will become like him if I suffer the kind of depression he has gone through.
I can also understand making a giant wall of text. I often pace around my house thinking about human nature in how so many ways in which I despise it. I'm often an open person, but people don't realise, because they don't ask questions. I'm a type of person who's uniqueness can only be shown through long exposure to my personality, otherwise I just seem like another kinda nerdy guy. Where others around me can demonstrate uniqueness and character by telling stories of past experience, I practically have none. My life has been uneventful, and because of this I think I'm going to end up regretting my teenage years once they're over, even though I feel like there's nothing in my power to make things happen. All my interests revolve around things that aren't very sociable. I only grow close to few amounts of people because others seem uninteresting or unrelatable.
One thing I despise in human nature is the idea that there are universally hated personality traits. Anything to do with being self conscious, or anything that exposes negativity is seen as bad, why? I can understand why, and yet it still seems so stupid. And the more and more things that people seem to accept as universal rules for dislike regarding people's attributes continually cause me to lose hope in making my life better. "People hate this...girls don't like/want this". Whenever things like this come up I either hate humanity more or once again utter the words "I wish I was gay".
I'm not exactly sure as to how I was supposed to reply to this thread, but I'm always open to telling people about myself. Going in continuous prose like this makes it easier. Usually people have to be specific.
An important thing is I like who I am, and am not going to settle for being anything else. But since I don't scream this from the rooftops I don't come across as being on that level of confidence and people won't realise this. It's like when I mention I wish I had a partner. Yes, I am lonely, but I'm not anywhere near desperate. Even if I am, I'm still going to be just as picky as anyone else.
I've somehow managed to use your OP as a jumping off point from how I relate to how I differentiate myself, and how I feel about certain things, and have similar but different issues. So, I kind of feel reluctant to post this since this response is pretty much also a wall of text, mostly gushing about myself though in a way that might or might not be very off-topic.