Smilomaniac said:
Thanks for your input. I don't think I have Aspergers, though, to be honest, it seems like having that kind of "disorder" just sounds like an outright super power to me. I worship people like Sherlock Holmes, someone who seems to have the same syndrome as well. I have to say, not really feeling any sort of "highs" or "lows" sounds kind of awesome as I've been recently diagnosed with depression and get pretty sick of just feeling like crap most of the time.
It's not that I don't understand why people feel happy or sad or why they have the emotions they do, it's just that I don't really like having to "share" their emotions. I remember this hilarious line from Malcolm in the Middle that does make sense to me in a way when Hal explained to Reese what empathy was "Putting yourself in the shoes of someone is hurting so you'll share their pain" only to get the reply of "So, why would anyone use empathy?" I mean, yeah, Reese is an incredibly big idiot, but when you put something in that way...I mean, yeah, it kind of doesn't make sense to empathize with people. Of course, there are completely rational reasons why you would empathize with others, I just can't bring myself to do this in a lot of cases.
I also remember this one Korean TV show I was watching where this guy(who happens to be an alien) was saying that altruism is kind of a serious brain disorder. I'm pretty sure I was supposed to think "Oh my, this guy is so hardened and cynical, he needs to learn how to have human emotions" but I'd be lying if I said that I didn't agree with him. I mean, not to the extreme attitude that the character has but it's something that I find interesting.
I'm just someone who has a great admiration for logic, and I do wish, a lot of times in fact, that I could remove my emotions. But, then I guess I'd be missing a lot of things that I actually enjoy. There might be an answer to this, but I've always wondered how Vulcans actually experience story telling. Are they cautionary tales of what happens when someone lets their emotions get the best of them?
Oh, I watched the Shandification video. It was pretty awesome! I may not get fully engaged by stories, but I do like talking about how they work. It's why I'm not immediately writing off Skyrim as a bad game, because, well, there are quite a few things I admire about that game. Just a lot more that also frustrates me as well.
And I have watched quite a bit of teens react, and they do fascinate me, if only because I'm interested to get a glimpse on how "normal" people think. Some of these kids actually have some interesting things to say. Also, kids react is pretty cool too. I mean, kids are dumbasses, but they can surprise me every once in a while. I think Maxim is quite a special and unique kid who's going to grow up to be a genius.
Anyways, wasn't this thread about immersion once upon a time?
Seriously, though, I do appreciate your input.