My paranoia causes me to regularly miss a very very lot of sleep. I end up in bed trembling at every little thing. If the door is closed I won't know if someone/something is comeing, the AC/TV/podcast masks it's sounds, if the blinds are closed I can ignore the frightning darkness but might miss a threat, etc. I fall asleep around 5:30 AM - 6:30 AM every night, while I'm almost always in bed by 2:30 AM earliest and 3:30 AM latest. Heck, it's 4:30 AM right now. See, the fear is so depilitating and depressing and frustrating that when I get scared I just do something else untill I pass out. Read webcomics, go on The Escapist, watch LoadingReadyRun on my iPhone, pretty much anything on my iPhone (on it now). It is just too depressing to even try and sleep anymore. I don't have any pills, and I can't buy anything. I can not express how sad this makes me. Sigh...