I suffer from depression and lately I've had it under control. Tonight though has been a night where my depression has bothered me badly. I've had thoughts of just giving up on life. I want to just stop thinking and feeling things. I want to go off and lay down away from the world and away from everybody A few minutes ago I was just tired of everything. I didn't want to play video games or watch videos.
I have no idea why i felt this way. I hate these thoughts and I hate myself.
I won't see a counselor until December because they told me i couldn't go back to the last counselor i was seeing because of my insurance. They didn't tell me why my insurance had anything to do with who i saw either. I'm just so sick of these feelings and thoughts right now.
I have no idea why i felt this way. I hate these thoughts and I hate myself.
I won't see a counselor until December because they told me i couldn't go back to the last counselor i was seeing because of my insurance. They didn't tell me why my insurance had anything to do with who i saw either. I'm just so sick of these feelings and thoughts right now.