Not dealing with it too well. Mainly I just make sure to keep myself busy with gaming, work and movies until I'm so tired that as soon as my head hits the pillow I pass out. That way I don't have to think about anything I don't want to think about. It is quite hard regardless. No other way around it though I guess since I just can't trust people enough anymore to befriend any of them. Like one wise man once said, People are shit.