So a little background: Tomorrow I'm going in to talk to an advisor at my university about changing my major. As of right now I'm in an Environmental Science major. The problem arises in that it just doesn't seem like a good fit for what I want to actually do. Originally, I was just thinking of switching to Civil and Environmental Engineering, but the form I had to fill out for the meeting asked me what majors I was interested in...And that's where this came from.
I noticed Computer Science and Engineering on the list. Now I've always been interested in Computer Science, in large part because of my interest in game design. Most of my life has been spent wanting to design games, and this has continued as I began to look at games on a deeper design level, not just seeing them as an enjoyable past time. In short, I have considered changing majors to Computer Science multiple times because of this desire.
The thing is, every time I've talked to others about the prospect of game design I always seem to get a usual response: What purpose is there? And that's the issue that keeps pulling me away. My GPA is very high and I've gotten special attention from multiple professors, so a lot of people see my prospect of going into game design as a serious waste of my talents. While I think taking that viewpoint is a little haughty, I do often question what I can really contribute to society in game design compared to pursuing a career in Environmental Engineering (primarily working on water systems). It makes me wonder if it is actually worth pursuing, and I tend to concern myself with how it would look if I start pursuing a Computer Science degree and my explanation is "I want to help develop games." (when I was younger, I had a couple people viciously make fun of me for that) This is only made worse when I considering that my dad is an engineer for one of the largest power companies in the nation, my mom works for one of the largest banks, and I have a brother going into the medical field. I guess there's sort of that need to live up to what my family has done.
So what do you all think? Of course, I'm meeting with the advisor tomorrow, but I can't imagine she will be more sympathetic to the idea than others have been when I brought it up. Do you all think it would be best to pursue a practically lifelong dream, or should I invest my talents in something generally considered more meaningful? I'm really just asking to get the perspective of gamers, not the non-gamers I usually talk to.
Just a few final notes: Yes, I know I will likely enter as an entry-level programmer, not as an actual designer. I am OK with this. Part of me just wants to work with games, even if I may have to wait 10-20+ years before I eventually reach the best job level. Also, I am sure I'd be happy as an environmental engineer, but it is a relatively new desire, largely coming from a career assessment I took a couple years ago. Still, it looks interesting, but it has never been able to get rid of the desire to be in game design. Then again, I'm not sure if I'll reconsider wanting to do environmental engineering once I get on a track of computer science. Also, my college doesn't have a degree in Game Design. The closest you can get is a general degrees that can help lead into one part of the field, among many other fields.
Edit: Not sure if this edit means much, but I do want to specify that any reference to "game design" should be taken as "I just want a job in the industry," not that I actually want the title "Game Designer". In other words, I would be perfectly happy just in the programming or engineering side.
I noticed Computer Science and Engineering on the list. Now I've always been interested in Computer Science, in large part because of my interest in game design. Most of my life has been spent wanting to design games, and this has continued as I began to look at games on a deeper design level, not just seeing them as an enjoyable past time. In short, I have considered changing majors to Computer Science multiple times because of this desire.
The thing is, every time I've talked to others about the prospect of game design I always seem to get a usual response: What purpose is there? And that's the issue that keeps pulling me away. My GPA is very high and I've gotten special attention from multiple professors, so a lot of people see my prospect of going into game design as a serious waste of my talents. While I think taking that viewpoint is a little haughty, I do often question what I can really contribute to society in game design compared to pursuing a career in Environmental Engineering (primarily working on water systems). It makes me wonder if it is actually worth pursuing, and I tend to concern myself with how it would look if I start pursuing a Computer Science degree and my explanation is "I want to help develop games." (when I was younger, I had a couple people viciously make fun of me for that) This is only made worse when I considering that my dad is an engineer for one of the largest power companies in the nation, my mom works for one of the largest banks, and I have a brother going into the medical field. I guess there's sort of that need to live up to what my family has done.
So what do you all think? Of course, I'm meeting with the advisor tomorrow, but I can't imagine she will be more sympathetic to the idea than others have been when I brought it up. Do you all think it would be best to pursue a practically lifelong dream, or should I invest my talents in something generally considered more meaningful? I'm really just asking to get the perspective of gamers, not the non-gamers I usually talk to.
Just a few final notes: Yes, I know I will likely enter as an entry-level programmer, not as an actual designer. I am OK with this. Part of me just wants to work with games, even if I may have to wait 10-20+ years before I eventually reach the best job level. Also, I am sure I'd be happy as an environmental engineer, but it is a relatively new desire, largely coming from a career assessment I took a couple years ago. Still, it looks interesting, but it has never been able to get rid of the desire to be in game design. Then again, I'm not sure if I'll reconsider wanting to do environmental engineering once I get on a track of computer science. Also, my college doesn't have a degree in Game Design. The closest you can get is a general degrees that can help lead into one part of the field, among many other fields.
Edit: Not sure if this edit means much, but I do want to specify that any reference to "game design" should be taken as "I just want a job in the industry," not that I actually want the title "Game Designer". In other words, I would be perfectly happy just in the programming or engineering side.