Hello everyone, look I've been having some self worth and motivational problems as of late that I debated posting here to the advice forum for a while. I held back because I feel that I really shouldn't be using the internet to dump my personal problems on and that I'm really not sure that it's totally worth worrying about all together.
Anyway the thing is I have a pretty good life, at least from my perspective. I make good grades, have friends and live in a fine neighbourhood where I have no problems with my life. I do have personal self worth problems though. The thing is I don't have any skills, like at all. I don't play instruments or can draw or write. I'm horrible with technology. I'm awful at sports and I don't really have anything I'm good at aside from being pretty smart and doing somewhat well in school. People in my life, especially among my friends know me as the "gamer guy" but them I come on hear and feel totally insignificant and outclassed in my knowledge and diversity of the games I play.
I constantly try to get into things, I was going to download some programs and try my hand at drawing and animation since even though I'm not great at it I've always enjoyed sketching and drawing. However once I got it open I was just totally brickwalled by its complexity. I feel totally overwhelmed and then I see things that I assume are simple but realize how much work it is and just totally shut down. I can't get started on anything or keep at it because I'm stopped dead at the very beginning. I go online and try to educate and train myself to use them or get better but I'm totally crushed by the my lack of ability and the capabilities required to get going, as well as the feelings of inferiority from seeing everything else that I feel I can never achieve.
So I want to learn things and get better, develop some real skills or talent but I can't because of my inferiority and motivational issues. If any of you could maybe help and suggest ways to break me out of the funk that I fall into whenever I try something I'd appreciate it.
I'm sorry if this isn't worth a thread or if my problems aren't significant to broadcast on the internet but if you could help me thank you, and um... have a happle:
Anyway the thing is I have a pretty good life, at least from my perspective. I make good grades, have friends and live in a fine neighbourhood where I have no problems with my life. I do have personal self worth problems though. The thing is I don't have any skills, like at all. I don't play instruments or can draw or write. I'm horrible with technology. I'm awful at sports and I don't really have anything I'm good at aside from being pretty smart and doing somewhat well in school. People in my life, especially among my friends know me as the "gamer guy" but them I come on hear and feel totally insignificant and outclassed in my knowledge and diversity of the games I play.
I constantly try to get into things, I was going to download some programs and try my hand at drawing and animation since even though I'm not great at it I've always enjoyed sketching and drawing. However once I got it open I was just totally brickwalled by its complexity. I feel totally overwhelmed and then I see things that I assume are simple but realize how much work it is and just totally shut down. I can't get started on anything or keep at it because I'm stopped dead at the very beginning. I go online and try to educate and train myself to use them or get better but I'm totally crushed by the my lack of ability and the capabilities required to get going, as well as the feelings of inferiority from seeing everything else that I feel I can never achieve.
So I want to learn things and get better, develop some real skills or talent but I can't because of my inferiority and motivational issues. If any of you could maybe help and suggest ways to break me out of the funk that I fall into whenever I try something I'd appreciate it.
I'm sorry if this isn't worth a thread or if my problems aren't significant to broadcast on the internet but if you could help me thank you, and um... have a happle:
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