Here's my little white boy moment: I somehow came across Old school/soul hip hop when I was at a very young age. I don't even know how, no one introduced it to me, but I did. I just flicked on VH1 soul and saw a common music video. He wasn't rapping about banging five super models a day, he was rapping about the need to respect women, and how he saw the passion of god when he looked at his lovers face, and contemplated the lesson he's learned simply by watching his daughter grow up.
I got hooked on ebonics. (<- the single worst pun ever.)
I loved hip hop and grew to have a deep appreciation of the culture. It was such amazing, experimental and new music. I'd never heard anything like it before, and I started to make performance poetry. I gained more confidence and started to perform live at my writing camp. I got a warm reception, and began to stop being so shy and introverted. I performed for hundreds of strangers when I was 14, and got a standing ovation. I hosted events in highschool, made a bunch of friends, started a game dev team, wrote a crap ton of poetry, started a creative writing club, and just started a little web series that's already being followed by a couple hundred people. I've been humbled by that support.
I owe a lot of that confidence to hip-hop. It was loud, powerful and exciting to me, and as corny as it seems, it made me want to be heard.
In addition, I think it's what opened me up to my love of different culture. I'm a major foreign culture nerd now.
Lil Wayne, 50 cent and all their impersonators...I hate you so much. This genre was so special.
At least I'll always have the underground. It's still amazing.