Okay, due to the the ongoing war on Drugs in Mexico, we feel forced to leave the country if we want to live in one piece. Mexico is dead for us. Just like a friend of my father said: "We lost Mexico years ago; but for you? Mexico was never yours. I'm glad you are leaving".
We decided to move to Melbourne, where most of my mother's side family is currently residing. We have already getting rid of a lot of our books and personal belongings, we have the airplane tickets and I have already stopped going to High school since the beginning of March (still going to keep going to the Conservatory until the last day), so we are past the point of no going back. We are leaving in 13 days (Friday the 8th).
I've been feeling quite depressed since a long time ago, and I have been parting ways from a lot of friends, but the last goodbye from the Conservatory is going to be the most hurtful one. But I have been feeling a huge sense of panic in Mexico, a huge sense of angst. But thinking in all the things that I will not have the opportunity, all my life which I will have to leave basically behind creates this conflicting thoughts. Although the choice has been already done, I feel quite conflicted. Oh, and we are leaving behind my father.
Any psychological advice?
Alright, that's the psychological advice.
Now, as I said I will move to Melbourne, and I have been wondering how the school system works (I am 15), and how many music school are there, particularly for piano musicians. Also, anything I need to know about Australia/Melbourne?
We are probably not going to have much economical support for a long time BTW...
We decided to move to Melbourne, where most of my mother's side family is currently residing. We have already getting rid of a lot of our books and personal belongings, we have the airplane tickets and I have already stopped going to High school since the beginning of March (still going to keep going to the Conservatory until the last day), so we are past the point of no going back. We are leaving in 13 days (Friday the 8th).
I've been feeling quite depressed since a long time ago, and I have been parting ways from a lot of friends, but the last goodbye from the Conservatory is going to be the most hurtful one. But I have been feeling a huge sense of panic in Mexico, a huge sense of angst. But thinking in all the things that I will not have the opportunity, all my life which I will have to leave basically behind creates this conflicting thoughts. Although the choice has been already done, I feel quite conflicted. Oh, and we are leaving behind my father.
Any psychological advice?
Alright, that's the psychological advice.
Now, as I said I will move to Melbourne, and I have been wondering how the school system works (I am 15), and how many music school are there, particularly for piano musicians. Also, anything I need to know about Australia/Melbourne?
We are probably not going to have much economical support for a long time BTW...
