Hello everyone, I'll try my best to explain the problem.
for 8 years I was in a well payed job, at start it was ok, but then eventually became dull and unsatisfying (I did saw some specialist but it was not a "health" problem, more of a personality problem), moved out to another city took a a year break from the job to do some school, after the school done, got back to that job and hit a brick wall of emotion, I was not really liking that job and was getting crazy over working there, after like 2 week, I couldn't stand it I was almost always leaving the job in tear and eventually I had to stop working 2 hours in because I was getting really unwell. So I had to choose, money or health, health was the obvious choice so I had to leave that job. For the first 6 month I tried and tried to find a job in the field I studied but the field was really cluttered and it was really hard to get in and didn't want to move out again and lose all contact again. Through the year I was lucky to find "new" passion, and eventually found a job in that field, thought, the schedule and the pay is small.
At this point I'm not sure what to do and what kind of thing I could do to get money, obviously most low payed job or student job look unattractive because of the my previous experience with the well payed job. So do I have no choice and have to sacrifice my health so I can have more money? To me its not worth scrapping my mental just to be able to have some spare money at the end of the month but now, I'm bored and scrapping my health for not having spare money
for 8 years I was in a well payed job, at start it was ok, but then eventually became dull and unsatisfying (I did saw some specialist but it was not a "health" problem, more of a personality problem), moved out to another city took a a year break from the job to do some school, after the school done, got back to that job and hit a brick wall of emotion, I was not really liking that job and was getting crazy over working there, after like 2 week, I couldn't stand it I was almost always leaving the job in tear and eventually I had to stop working 2 hours in because I was getting really unwell. So I had to choose, money or health, health was the obvious choice so I had to leave that job. For the first 6 month I tried and tried to find a job in the field I studied but the field was really cluttered and it was really hard to get in and didn't want to move out again and lose all contact again. Through the year I was lucky to find "new" passion, and eventually found a job in that field, thought, the schedule and the pay is small.
At this point I'm not sure what to do and what kind of thing I could do to get money, obviously most low payed job or student job look unattractive because of the my previous experience with the well payed job. So do I have no choice and have to sacrifice my health so I can have more money? To me its not worth scrapping my mental just to be able to have some spare money at the end of the month but now, I'm bored and scrapping my health for not having spare money
