Currently on a university course to get into that area.
So far it has pretty much convinced me that I'm lazy and talentless.
I barely have time to complete the work, so I can't really do a portfolio.
And the people teaching me 3D modelling are quick to just put it down to you being a programmer if you don't grasp everything straight away, and basically give up on you. No, it couldn't possibly be that I've never done it before, but to be fair, I don't have much artistic skill. Still, modelling is easier than drawing.
I'm ok at the programming so far. It's very satisfying to ge somehting to work or fix errors. And I enjoy the design work, but I doubt I'll ever be in position where my skills are good enough to be desired, mostly because I'm a very negative individual and the loser the dream the more it feels like it's further away.
If I fail I'll end up working a shitty job for the rest of my life, since I have very few interests and no talent.