First of all, your post turned out to be a nice read(you let some steam out and made some valid points).Firia said:*snip**snip*
Now for the more "On topic" stuff:
Initially I didn't consider it would have any benefit to be a dick online. But then I met this really edgy dude on this forums that was a "realist" and often offended people even though he didn't always have valid arguments(I don't want to talk about him any more because he's gone now).
Everyone(well some people) gave him attention and considered he was "cool"!(he always was on the borderline of probation and banned). Back then I was an attention whore, so I wanted to be as "cool" as that guy.
And troll I did(for a few days). I was an ass but not such a big one as to get negative attention. Then I did the most stupidest thing one could do: troll the big boss himself, Russ Pits. Weird enough I only got a warning and that made me feel really ashamed. I mean I insulted this good man(actually some work of his) for no good reason. What did he ever do to me?
Then I cleaned up my act and became as nice of a person as I am in real life(I'm no saint, but I doesn't hurt to be a good guy every once in a while)
To sum things up my life ideology is:"If you're a jerk, you attract jerks that make fun of you. If you're a nice fellow then probably you'll accidentally make someone feel less bullied around."