Who else is like me in that in a game (mostly RPGs) you are too afraid of using your potions or spending your money or using your tactical nuke in a game just in case you need it for later? Then you get 90% through the game with about 1000 tactical nukes (by nuke I mean your FUCK THIS SHIT attack) all stocked up in your inventory just in case there is a boss battle next. Or you collect everything and search every corner just in case there is more of the items that may or may not exist for an event that may or may not happen
Why do you think you do this
For added fun put the internal dilemma you have with yourself
Me: Surrounded by enemies and low on health should I just use my big gun?
Other me: NO GOOD SIR! YOU MUST RESERVE YOUR RESOURCES UPON THE COINCIDENCE THAT THIS IS A LEAD UP TO A BIGGER WAR! YOU MUST FIGHT WITH WHAT YOU HAVE!!!
Me: But what if there isn't anything after this, anyway I have 20 of these things!
Other me: Are you a fool boy?! You only have 20?! That is nothing! You must save these for the non-existent boss we are to face!
Me: ....That makes perfect sense
-Cue hours of me trying to kill umpteen thousand enemies without using any of the good stuff-
Why do you think you do this
For added fun put the internal dilemma you have with yourself
Me: Surrounded by enemies and low on health should I just use my big gun?
Other me: NO GOOD SIR! YOU MUST RESERVE YOUR RESOURCES UPON THE COINCIDENCE THAT THIS IS A LEAD UP TO A BIGGER WAR! YOU MUST FIGHT WITH WHAT YOU HAVE!!!
Me: But what if there isn't anything after this, anyway I have 20 of these things!
Other me: Are you a fool boy?! You only have 20?! That is nothing! You must save these for the non-existent boss we are to face!
Me: ....That makes perfect sense
-Cue hours of me trying to kill umpteen thousand enemies without using any of the good stuff-