I have mild autism and full-blown Aspergers. It's NOT fun at ALL. Half the time, I feel like I'm trapped in a body that doesn't listen to me. I'm unable to develop relationships with my friends because I cannot talk to them. Hell, I've never been to ANY of my friends' houses, they don't invite me to go places, we just hang out at school. IO don't give a damn about the learning boost, my grades are slipping because, recently, suicide and the meaning or our pathetic, insignificant lives is and why we continue to work towards a goal we don't know, desperately trying to keep ourselves going until we find that "ultimate truth" that will somehow bring us everlasting peace and contentment. I don't see the point. So i'm now constantly depressed. It's a fucking curse, don't even THINK for ONE MINUTE that your brother would stay as he is so he can just be more intelligent. I know another little kid, his name is Kevin, and he has severe autism. The way he acts would make you think he's a retard, but he's not, he's a genius, and he KNOWS it. In his head, he KNOWS it. He KNOWS all this stuff, but his entire body refuses to listen to him. It's like being placed in a fucking cage. Oh, and then there's the insufferable fucking retards, known as bullies, who don't have enough of a heart not to pick on the kids who have autism and Asperger's, even when they KNOW it. I don't care what anyone says, I would rather have one arm, and NOT the domminant one, and be sociable, than live with this another SECOND. And I'm not even a bad case! Come meet Kevin here, he's worse than me!