As I rest my dreary head,
I ponder while I sit in bed,
I try to change my evil ways,
For my weak heart slowly decays,
I try to see that which is good,
And not the lies under the hood,
If I do not stray from this path,
I will suffer more peoples wrath,
My feelings hidden dark away,
Until I have the guts to say,
This hole I have been hiding in,
Has made my courage very thin,
So now I break out of this shell,
And face this world that I call hell,
And once I have done this great task,
I can remove this horrid mask,
And show the world my better side,
And realize there's nothing to hide.
i wrote that at 3 am a few days ago waiting for a game to load... blah