Valanthe said:
but on topic, yes and no, it's a situational thing.
Pretty much this. I was a whole lot happier when I believed in some sort of God and afterlife. I had a much more positive outlook on life. These days, while I've not abandoned my faith completely I think I'm closer to an atheist or at least agnostic than religious.
To some that wouldn't bother. To me, it made me really upset and it still keeps me up at night. Mainly because before then I thought death wasn't the end, when my loved ones died or I died, we'd all meet each other again in the afterlife. Now, I'm certain that death is pretty much a permanent state of unconsciousness, that when we die, it will be as if we never existed. I'll never see my loved ones again after that.
If I could make a decision to erase that knowledge from my head... I would. I know many of you are going to think of me as an idiot and I'm probably one of the worlds many problems, for admitting that I'd rather believe in what most people including my self believe is more than likely a lie, than know what most consider the truth for the sake of it making me feel a whole lot happier. However thats the honest truth. I would.
What makes it worse is that there is no one to talk to about this. My family members still believe in an afterlife and they seem extremely content with that, I don't want to tell them my feelings as I fear I'd risk making there lives a whole lot worse. They're happily ignorant, if only I could join them.
Note: I'm not trying to turn this into a religious debate, I'm just giving an example where I was blissfully ignorant.