I'll be pissed about it but the many. My fiance would leave me if I sacrificed others to keep her safe. That and in any scenario like that I would likely default to logic and that dictates I save the greatest number of lives unless that action would lead to more death in the end. The immediate is not as important as the long run.
Then the next step is kill all positive emotions left in me (there's not many as is) and pursue bloody vengeance on whomever put me in that situation with the rest of my life detached from human interactions and no romantic interest ever again.
Then the next step is kill all positive emotions left in me (there's not many as is) and pursue bloody vengeance on whomever put me in that situation with the rest of my life detached from human interactions and no romantic interest ever again.