Just for the record, there was a Grey Jedi in KotOR 1, but I can't exactly remember his philosophies, or his name (possibly Jolee though).Toriver said:And that's where the dark side gets you. When you think you can handle it. Those Sith-like powers always come at a higher price than any Jedi pays for their powers in the end. And there are different types of "aggression". A Jedi can certainly be aggressive without resorting to dark side tactics. So I just go straight-up Jedi.Asmundr said:This.TheDarkEricDraven said:Gray Jedi. All the fun of force lighting without the guilt and no "No fucking" rule.
I'm pretty sure I can be aggressive and Sith-ish without the who drunk on power thing.
Plus, the whole Gray Jedi thing just sounds like an attempt by some fan to have their cake and eat it, too, and I say it then misses the entire point of the light/dark dichotomy so central to the mythos. It just ruins the concept. Go Gray? No way, Jose.
In any case, I've always been more partial to the Jedi. They stand for wisdom, self control, and the defense of thous who cannot defend themselves. It's all a freedom thing for me actually. If I don't control myself then who will? Will I be manipulated by thous more cunning than me and end up as an unknowing pawn in someone else's game? If i can control myself it takes even more cunning than just manipulation my emotions to get me to do what you want, you have to make me believe that I'm actually working towards my own ends when I'm really not. That's where wisdom comes in, if I can understand what's going on then I ultimately have the final say in my own actions.
Finally, once I have the power to defend myself, it seems only natural to use that power to defend others. The fact is that power changes hands very quickly and it is not something to rely on. You pick up a gun and suddenly everyone is much more disposed to listen to you, put the gun down and you're likely to get mobbed by everyone you just threatened. So basically I should defend others because I would want them to stand up for me during the times that I can't defend myself. Sure, being a Jedi or Sith nearly makes you a god among men, but your power can still be lost, even if it's more permanent than any normal weapon, but just hope that your enemies don't decide to unite against you, or find their own weapons.